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Dearest Beloved's, We Wait For Thee:

 

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Dearest Beloved’s, We Wait For Thee:

Channelled through Pat Grabham.

Dearest Beloved’s, we wait for thee, whilst you sojourn once more back to the earth, till that time returns when, as a Drop in the Ocean of Infinity, we are Reunited, having shared each other’s thoughts, happenings and experiences, you through the earth, and your beloved, once again in the Divine Spheres.  Each of our time apart, Constitutes One Vast Whole in the Plan of the Universe.

We meet up each night whilst sleep, dreams and astral travelling is undergone, and that joy of our Reunion is as The Sun – it is merely moments in time, before it happens again.

The Strength And Light From The Highest Realms, help to sustain you dearest heart, for in essence, we are never apart.  Yes, to us both it would seem that way – after all, can you always here what we say?

That path of deepest love and devotion, adoration known, is felt nowhere more so, than when we are both Home.

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The many steps taken by the Beloved’s in the Divine Spheres, are and will be added to your Own Reserves, so that when the time comes and we Remain as One, longer than has been for Far Too Long.

Dearest heart, your many lives have been added to mine… together we shine as yet another Star in the Galaxy of a Million Lights.  Each Star is known to us of the Light, none more so, then when there is night.  As we look down towards our Blessed Earth, that planet of suffering, yes joy too, but we here in the Heavenly Worlds we love to see our Eternal Flames, who appear far from our side, but with those unbreakable bonds of the deepest love, we can be with them in but a second.

That is all it takes to be As One, as we await our dearest ones, back to Their Eternal Home.

Many are there of us who Await the Return, of their Eternal Flame of Paradise Lost, which is what it feels like for all of us, as we await the Reunion of our Eternal Flame.

For some here the wait is longer, the Other Part of Themselves Have Many Years Left before the Call of Home Envelopes Their Being, as they return in joy and delight, to Meet With Us, their Eternal Beloved’s, far from the Density of the Earth, to those Lands Above in the Planes of Light, where we are Bathed in the Radiance of the Creator, as we are joined together within the Very Breath of the Spiritual Sun, the Rhythmic Heart of our Beloved Father, Creator of all Worlds and Universes, and in Whose Light, Blessed Are We Once More.

We Rest at Peace knowing our days apart are over and we can now go forward into Future Planes of the Highest Light, Together – No Separation Exists.

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What joy that will be, as we, like all our Brothers and Sisters, Move Upwards and Onwards to Newly Planned Realms of Light, which have been waiting for us since the Dawn of Time, for all that is and will be, has been in the Planning and Conception of the Mind and Thoughts of the Godhead.

We go joyously forward, as Memories Return to us, of Other Times and Places in the Far Distant Past, where all the Eternal Flames Were Home.

Each Set Being Permanently As One, as we Remember How it was When the Worlds Were Young, and Innocence Was Felt, before the Loss From Separation Came Into Being.

But Here, at this Time, there is No Loss, for we are Once Again Reunited, The Eternal Flame Of Our Beloved’s And Us, Never Need To Be Apart, for from Herein, we are able to Work Together, Side By Side And As One, As We Journey Into Further Planes Of Light, as the Creator So Envisaged When He Dreamt His Dream, Of All Life As One In Unity.

Therefore, dearest heart, we wait for thee, till that time returns when we will Remain As One, able to Separate At Will And Reunite, With The Great Blessings Of The Creator, Who Shares With Us, That Twin-Ship Of Eternal Love And Light, Each With Their Own, In All The Spheres Of Existence.

Thus Harmony Is Experienced Throughout The Many Universes, As Dual Breaths Are Taken, As All Life Resonates As One, One Breath, One Whole In Oneness Of All That Is, And Has Been.

September 2012.

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VISIT TO NOVA TERRA! By Ute Posegga-Rudel

Dearest friends!

YES! New Earth, called “NOVA TERRA” exists! It is in the making. Our new home is waiting for us and is being prepared for our arrival when the time is right!

I have been blessed with an invitation to visit and experience the wonders of this New World. And there is nothing to worry about for us, who desire with the inner Essence of their Heart which is pure Love and Joy, to exist in this new and most beautiful world soon!

Dearest friends! NOVA TERRA is being prepared for us by the Divine Forces of Light, our Beautiful Beloved Galactic Family, the Ascended Masters and all the Archangels!

And this is how it started for me:

A dear friend, lets call him “C”, from the other side of the world, contacted me and said:

“I am receiving guidance to take you to NOVA TERRA! I’m sure you have heard that it was created and now it's ‘under construction’!
They ask you to report your experience to the people of the world, to give them hope and inspiration!”

Of course, I was excited and told, I would be prepared over night for the visit. And the next morning, C and I would go both together. No, not with a space ship, but using a kind of simple astral travel.

The very amazing thing was, that just the two early mornings before visiting Nova Terra, I have been awakened by a bird’s song so unique and beautiful, that it seemed to be NOT of this world! Still half asleep I tried to figure out what bird it was, and to remember its wonderful melody. But each time after I was fully awake, I just had fully forgotten it!

I had no idea what was awaiting me with this visit, and I also did not try in any way to make presumptions or to figure anything out! I only felt immensely blessed and was in a state of childlike curiosity and innocence.

I knew this journey, this visit, had primarily nothing to do with mental projections or visualizations. It was about pure discovery, and this discovery was only possible with the eye of the heart!

And so C and I started our journey, accompanied and protected by the presence of beautiful Angels.

ARRIVAL
The moment we arrived on Nova Terra, everything changed. It was like sunrise in the morning, when all things start to magnify and brighten up! It was an immense opening, a widening of perspective of the usual point of view!

How to describe a Divine World, dearest brothers and sisters. Our language is not good enough, but still I try!

Yes, what I saw first, was a huge water, a lake probably, and in the distance mountains. And a light, that was not coming from the Sun, but which was the light in which this planet has been created, and which was radiating from within all the elements and the landscape before me.

But what was most heart-overwhelming was the discovery, that not only Light, but the feeling of Infinity Radiates here in all things from inside out. And forms are not enclosing, but they rather are an expression of space itself! And this seems to be a paradox! But in the higher dimensions paradox is the norm.

At the same time, all elements are emanating Love, being an expression of Love Itself, and the vibration of Love is surrounding us. The air! It is thick with it!

Everything is fully alive, is absolute conscious, everything is a “personality”, a person, all things, all elements, air, water, mountains! There is a great Divine Presence everywhere in all things!

It is the Glory of Divine Consciousness Itself that lives palpably all things here, and forms are simply Its ornament!

That is how Nova Terra greeted me! A Divine Conscious Being of unspeakable Beauty and Perfection! A Being Who’s Vibration is Pure Love, Showing Her Divine Body, as She always wanted to show It to us – if we would have let Her!

I felt elevated and expanded to infinitely above. It is so easy to feel that way, simply by becoming One with that One Being, Alive with all Her Creations, Who is Nova Terra and Her High and Sparkling Vibration.

I try to avoid the word “wow”, but it is the only word in English language, I know, that describes the unspeakable and that which cannot be described! (And my heart releases still a flow of “wow’s” in greatest awe and wonder!)

Now C, in his function of my tour guide, needed to remind me, that some other surprises would wait for us. And so we were lead to a nearby waterfall, to clean off the remains of our 3dimensional home. Of course, this pristine water was alive, it showed itself to me in sparkling rainbow colors. And fairies, whose transparent wings reflected the many colors, were flying and dancing joyfully around the sprinkling and refreshing water, and right through it.

THE CITY
Then we were told that flying horses would take us to a City, they wanted me to visit. I couldn’t see the horses really, they seemed to be very transparent, like a breeze of air, but in C’s description they looked like Pegasuses, and completely white.

C told me that he has been here a few times, and each time he came here, he has been shown different aspects and parts of Nova Terra. They would prepare It quickly for us, building for example a City in one day, so that everything would be ready for our arrival when we ascend!

Then we arrived with the flying horses at the City! What I saw were pyramid- and obelisk-like buildings, pretty high. They wanted me to have a look at the material they were built with. My first impression was, that this material was breathing and alive with consciousness, made from light. Something totally “organic”, a living substance. But then I was asked to have a “microscopic look “ at the texture.

And what I saw was amazing! Something unimaginable in our world! First I had really a hard time to describe it! The material was a mixture of living, microscopic small, naturally, and like spirals, growing plants, and sparkling crystals, bursting with energy!

Now, I didn’t perceive this as “material”, separate from myself, but it seemed to be one with me, we were One in Consciousness and Energy! There was a high level of conscious presence from which I was not different!

As I put it in words, it might appear to you that this was easy to describe. It seems so, AFTER I was able to integrate or better adapt something “unknown” with our familiar experience and perception! We tend to “objectify” things immediately when we give them names. Whereas the material of the buildings was subjective consciousness! Now “think it”, what only can be felt and translate it into our alienated and intrinsically from Reality separated point of view! I had to go back to the “old” perception in order to describe what I saw.

To me the paradox of these buildings appeared as a perfect integration, a marriage of living Mother Nature with the science of geometry in the form of the shapes of pyramids and obelisks.
And C added, that this mixture of plants and crystals was an expression of perfect harmony between Mother Nature and technology too! And that this integral harmony would be the basis on which all things on Nova Terra are being built, serving absolute balanced and harmonious living (non-polluted!) for all of us when we arrive here!
I experienced the next paradox when I was asked to enter one of the buildings!
When we enter a house on our 3dimensional planet, we immediately get the feeling of being enclosed, which we might even find “homely” and cozy. Here we can relax, if it is our own home, and we can feel protected from all what is “out there”. But the ceilings are separating us from the sky and we might unconsciously have a claustrophobic feeling, as if our connection to our energy centers high above our head seem to be cut off.

This came to mind when I entered the building on Nova Terra! Because the space inside seemed to be even more expanded than outside of the building, and the feeling of infinite height was not measurable with the actual height of the room!
A sense of being cut off from nature was not there. Just the opposite seemed to be the case, as if the building was serving as a focus lens for the powerful presence of nature which seemed to be even magnified in this room and concentrated! As I said: a sheer paradox!
There was an incredible Joy in the air, and C said that Joy was the “material” everybody is encouraged here to create from, a Joy that exists in the air and everywhere. He said, Joy would be the vibration of the New Earth!

We left the building and our horses were waiting for us on a square. And there I noticed the next paradox: although the place was actually a square, it appeared to be a circle at the same time. It was both and none of them! It seemed that Nova Terra had perfectly mastered the famous squaring of the circle! The usual linear mind could not function here.

C explained that the reference points we have on 3dimensional earth wouldn’t be of any use here, because we would see on Nova Terra only the true form of everything.

THE GOLDEN FIELD
Then we left the City and the white Whinged Horses brought us to a field that emanated powerful golden rays upwards into all directions. They were very warm and embracing. This was the place where Sananda was welcoming us.

I have a very long standing galactic connection to Him. But I met him first in this lifetime many years ago at a sacred fireplace in the Himalayas, dedicated to the Divine Mother. When He entered the place, it was unmistakably Him, although He only showed me His Feet! I was heart-broken by His Love and was crying, I don’t know how long! Since then I have met him several times.

So I felt honored and very happy to meet Him again on Nova Terra in this beautiful Golden Field! Sananda appeared to me as a powerful, and at the same time sweet and radiant field of conscious energy/bright light, with silver in it.

This time it was C who “channeled” Sananda’s words to me. I was here to receive! He gave me a personal message and then He said, that I came here in order to bring the good news of Nova Terra to the people who read my Messages of Light for their upliftment and celebration in their hearts!

He said:
"You place the seeds of the New Earth into their souls and they will grow wonderfully like big trees of Light and they will shine all over the earth, being able to raise the vibration for themselves and others."

I thanked Sananda and my heart was singing!

He then took us into a crystal dome of light with sparkling bright crystalline energy particles coming from above, which were very energizing, filling the room with immense joy.

When asked, I said I felt that these energy particles were meant for creation. And so Sananda invited me, to create what I desired from the depth of my heart.

And I did! Sananda was very pleased with my creation and explained that in the moment of creation it was already done, there was no time between expressing the wish and its fulfillment! But that I also would now have a responsibility of living the example of what I had created!

No! I understood! Our creations are not separate from us!

DEPARTURE
Now the time had come to say good bye! Sananda blessed us and I was given permission to return whenever it felt right for me, requiring an adjustment to the elevated light, love and joy on Nova Terra!

What I experienced, and what had felt like a full day to me, was just one hour of our earth time. It was but a taste of the totality of Divine Terra Nova who is waiting for humanity to arrive during the ascension process. She is being in a constant process of creation as we speak to be ready for us when our time comes.

The most important part of my adventure was the more than wonderful confirmation that our New Earth is Living Love and Joy and is experienced as such with our own Love and Joy, our true nature and inherent quality of the Heart.

Everything Divine is naturally lived by the Planet Itself, for us to join and to directly participate as One Being.

This is the proof to me that Terra Nova IS REAL and not a phantasy in the land of short-legged mind. The eternal peace, beauty and harmony are the clear signs of a creation that has been initiated with Divine Consciousness and that is pervaded by this Consciousness!

Furthermore, Nova Terra is the perfect Marriage between Consciousness and Energy, between the Divine Masculine and Feminine, which inspires all other creations so that an ascended humanity can enjoy Divine Perfection in all areas of an enlightened life as a galactic civilization.

It has been said, that this is the first time, - an experiment -, to ascend directly with a body. If Nova Terra is the result, this experiment is being incredible successful!

The until now unseen and unheard: Divine Consciousness absolutely outstandingly obvious in all forms and as all forms, as the predominant characteristic of creation is overwhelming my heart, because of its Beauty and Perfection!

….

I have been safely delivered back to my home in Australia, so to speak, through the roof :), by the beautiful Angels and in the company of my dear friend C.

So grateful and speechless, as I was, I could not wait to write it all down before the fresh memory would fade away. But miraculously, it is not fading! And I know why! Because Nova Terra is alive in my heart and inseparable from it. In Reality, I am always there. We all are! And just the surface of our being is existing here still in 3D land.

In the light of this Good News, lets celebrate the Truth of our existence, which is Joy, Love, Happiness - just everything Divine!

And so - dearest family - now you know what is awaiting you all soon! Keep your expectation high! Discover Nova Terra in your own Radiant Heart!

And after all, She can be discovered already right here on 3dimensional earth! Divine Consciousness is all-pervading without exclusion. But It appears to be hidden in our present reality beneath the layers of distorted creation trying to hide the Truth. It is only that on Nova Terra this Truth is completely Obvious, because there are no false layers.

With so much love,
Ute

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GOD'S ORDER IN US

10900566258?profile=originalWhen we surrender to God’s feelings inside ourselves, God embraces us and gives us all the justice of the world. He shows us the righteous way and reveals his love as he directs us on the way, always standing by our side...
and trying to bring the revelation into our home. When we open to God’s love in ourselves, this is a correct way of righteousness and the way leading to paradise of our level of existence.

When we are open only to material goods and forget about our inner being, we lose the prosperity in our lives, because the real joy is in sharing with others and wishing for righteous system in society. When we are happy every little moment, we are getting closer to our joyfulness, the door of God’s assumption opens and brings us closer to a just life. When we try our best to raise our consciousness and when we subject to God’s will in ourselves, we arrive to a path that leads towards our happiness and hope for a better future. Better future lies in the righteous system in society that doesn’t neglect anyone, takes care of the poor and helpless and makes sure they receive an appropriate social help.

When we think only of ourselves, we forget that we could also someday be in a similar situation, when we will need God’s help, but we won’t receive it until we think only of ourselves. All good things come back to us and even multiply ten- or hundredfold, if we do them with purity in our hearts. Pure heart leads us on the way of love and accepting ourselves. When we accept our real image, the God’s image isn’t very far away from us. Let’s accept ourselves on the inside, including all our unique qualities, and open to God’s love that keeps us alive when we’re losing hope.

When we trust ourselves, we surrender to God’s will inside ourselves to show us the right way of self-trust and reliability of our decisions and changes that put us on the correct path. Caring for others and letting them know about our changes means that we try to make the world better than ever before. For when we’re proud of ourselves, the welfare enters into our lives. When we’re proud of our actions and long for a new chance to prove ourselves, there’s hope that others will imitate our enthusiasm for achieving a better society and inner peace. Inner peace is a feeling of longing for God’s peacefulness in ourselves, which puts us on the path of settled lives and inner self-image that shows us in the light of God’s wisdom.

When we open ourselves up for all the beautiful things God sends into our lives we start to cherish every little moment of our lives in the company of wonderful people God puts on our way. God tries to enable us the optimal evolution through tests and temptations that open the door of self-trust and God’s peace in us. When we become open to God’s love in ourselves, this love puts us into the center of existence and shows us how to achieve joy and accept life as a gift, for life is not self-evident if we don’t deserve it by constant avoidance of greediness and inner restlessness.

God’s spark in ourselves helps us recognize the essence of life and helps us in the most difficult moments of our lives when everybody else leaves us. That’s when God’s blessings become evident as they shut the door of arrogance that makes us further from the essence of our existence, which includes the co-existence with everybody we live with. Also, they give us self-confidence if we’re surrendering to God’s will. God’s will is a path that directs us on the way of righteous and courageous people, who help others in need even if they don’t know them, for these moments are valuable and rare. God sends them to us as a test and if we miss them, they hardly return.

We should take care of ourselves and also of our closest ones that help us in the most difficult moments, so we should reward them with our attention. When we surrender to the beauty in ourselves, we find inner joyfulness, immense love and Divine joy. Succumbing to arrogance is very bad because we lose good relationships with people. We should live in a way that brings us friendship with our loved ones and also those who are further from us, but are trying to come close to us, in hope for better tomorrow. The correct path opens to us, when we change inside and put love first in relationships, and when we’re always ready to help others.

We should improve our self-confidence that exists in the state of inner peace, try to improve every day and do anything necessary to change in a way that fits God’s criteria of friendship between nations and welfare of relations tending towards perfection. We should try to be a good father and husband, and God’s enlightenment will approach us quickly. For if we don’t put our nearest people in the first place, the beauty of life flows away from us and we miss the great award for the noble effort of taking care of our children and partner. Trying our best to create family idyll strengthens ties among humanity and preserves inner peace in families.

God shows us the way, but if we don’t walk on it, the prosperity of inner joy moves away from us and opportunities of God’s initiation we worked hard for go other direction.

We should try to be better than ever before and make attaining good relationships and raising of children our most important task. We should also take care of our environment because we have been given magnificent surroundings and plenty beautiful moments of living together with nature. When we don’t try to preserve nature as God has created for us, we destroy ourselves, because without nature there’s no life. Destroying nature brings us closer to an end that nobody wants to see, and especially not us.

Try to have a new understanding of the essence of life that will lead us towards paradise on Earth and reveal Divine love in us, because God’s blessing is inside of us if we try to improve ourselves. God’s peace is a reward for everyone who approaches God in a righteous and natural way, through good relationships and idyll that gives us hope to save our planet and make it in God’s image harmonized with God’s order.

Sandi, www.meditacija-sandi.com
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GOD'S ORDER IN US

When we surrender to God’s feelings inside ourselves, God embraces us and gives us all the justice of the world. He shows us the righteous way and reveals his love as he directs us on the way, always standing by our side and trying to bring the revelation into our home. When we open to God’s love in ourselves, this is a correct way of righteousness and the way leading to paradise of our level of existence.

When we are open only to material goods and forget about our inner being, we lose the prosperity in our lives, because the real joy is in sharing with others and wishing for righteous system in society. When we are happy every little moment, we are getting closer to our joyfulness, the door of God’s assumption opens and brings us closer to a just life. When we try our best to raise our consciousness and when we subject to God’s will ourselves, we arrive to a path that leads towards our happiness and hope for a better future. Better future lies in the righteous system in society that doesn’t neglect anyone, takes care of the poor and helpless and makes sure they receive an appropriate social help.

When we think only of ourselves, we forget that we could also someday be in a similar situation, when we will need God’s help, but we won’t receive it until we think only of ourselves. All good things come back to us and even multiply ten- or hundredfold, if we do them with purity in our hearts. Pure heart leads us on the way of love and accepting ourselves. When we accept our real image, the God’s image isn’t very far away from us. Let’s accept ourselves on the inside, including all our unique qualities, and open to God’s love that keeps us alive when we’re losing hope.

When we trust ourselves, we surrender to God’s will inside ourselves to show us the right way of self-trust and reliability of our decisions and changes that put us on the correct path. Caring for others and letting them know about our changes means that we try to make the world better than ever before. For when we’re proud of ourselves, the welfare enters into our lives. When we’re proud of our actions and long for a new chance to prove ourselves, there’s hope that others will imitate our enthusiasm for achieving a better society and inner peace. Inner peace is a feeling of longing for God’s peacefulness in ourselves, which puts us on the path of settled lives and inner self-image that shows us in the light of God’s wisdom.

When we open ourselves up for all the beautiful things God sends into our lives we start to cherish every little moment of our lives in the company of wonderful people God puts on our way. God tries to enable us the optimal evolution through tests and temptations that open the door of self-trust and God’s peace in us. When we become open to God’s love in ourselves, this love puts us into the center of existence and shows us how to achieve joy and accept life as a gift, for life is not self-evident if we don’t deserve it by constant avoidance of greediness and inner restlessness.

God’s spark in ourselves helps us recognize the essence of life and helps us in the most difficult moments of our lives when everybody else leaves us. That’s when God’s blessings become evident as they shut the door of arrogance that makes us further from the essence of our existence, which includes the co-existence with everybody we live with. Also, they give us self-confidence if we’re surrendering to God’s will. God’s will is a path that directs us on the way of righteous and courageous people, who help others in need even if they don’t know them, for these moments are valuable and rare. God sends them to us as a test and if we miss them, they hardly return.

We should take care of ourselves and also of our closest ones that help us in the most difficult moments, so we should reward them with our attention. When we surrender to the beauty in ourselves, we find inner joyfulness, immense love and Divine joy. Succumbing to arrogance is very bad because we lose good relationships with people. We should live in a way that brings us friendship with our loved ones and also those who are further from us, but are trying to come close to us, in hope for better tomorrow. The correct path opens to us, when we change inside and put love first in relationships, and when we’re always ready to help others.

We should improve our self-confidence that exists in the state of inner peace, try to improve every day and do anything necessary to change in a way that fits God’s criteria of friendship between nations and welfare of relations tending towards perfection. We should try to be a good father and husband, and God’s enlightenment will approach us quickly. For if we don’t put our nearest people in the first place, the beauty of life flows away from us and we miss the great award for the noble effort of taking care of our children and partner. Trying our best to create family idyll strengthens ties among humanity and preserves inner peace in families.

God shows us the way, but if we don’t walk on it, the prosperity of inner joy moves away from us and opportunities of God’s initiation we worked hard for go other direction.

We should try to be better than ever before and make attaining good relationships and raising of children our most important task. We should also take care of our environment because we have been given magnificent surroundings and plenty beautiful moments of living together with nature. When we don’t try to preserve nature as God has created for us, we destroy ourselves, because without nature there’s no life. Destroying nature brings us closer to an end that nobody wants to see, and especially not us.

Try to have a new understanding of the essence of life that will lead us towards paradise on Earth and reveal Divine love in us, because God’s blessing is inside of us if we try to improve ourselves. God’s peace is a reward for everyone who approaches God in a righteous and natural way, through good relationships and idyll that gives us hope to save our planet and make it in God’s image harmonized with God’s order.

Sandi, www.meditacija-sandi.com
 
When we surrender to God’s feelings inside ourselves, God embraces us and gives us all the justice of the world. He shows us the righteous way and reveals his love as he directs us on the way, always standing by our side and trying to bring the revelation into our home. When we open to God’s love in ourselves, this is a correct way of righteousness and the way leading to paradise of our level of existence.When we are open only to material goods and forget about our inner being, we lose the prosperity in our lives, because the real joy is in sharing with others and wishing for righteous system in society. When we are happy every little moment, we are getting closer to our joyfulness, the door of God’s assumption opens and brings us closer to a just life. When we try our best to raise our consciousness and when we subject to God’s will in ourselves, we arrive to a path that leads towards our happiness and hope for a better future. Better future lies in the righteous system in society that doesn’t neglect anyone, takes care of the poor and helpless and makes sure they receive an appropriate social help.When we think only of ourselves, we forget that we could also someday be in a similar situation, when we will need God’s help, but we won’t receive it until we think only of ourselves. All good things come back to us and even multiply ten- or hundredfold, if we do them with purity in our hearts. Pure heart leads us on the way of love and accepting ourselves. When we accept our real image, the God’s image isn’t very far away from us. Let’s accept ourselves on the inside, including all our unique qualities, and open to God’s love that keeps us alive when we’re losing hope.When we trust ourselves, we surrender to God’s will inside ourselves to show us the right way of self-trust and reliability of our decisions and changes that put us on the correct path. Caring for others and letting them know about our changes means that we try to make the world better than ever before. For when we’re proud of ourselves, the welfare enters into our lives. When we’re proud of our actions and long for a new chance to prove ourselves, there’s hope that others will imitate our enthusiasm for achieving a better society and inner peace. Inner peace is a feeling of longing for God’s peacefulness in ourselves, which puts us on the path of settled lives and inner self-image that shows us in the light of God’s wisdom.When we open ourselves up for all the beautiful things God sends into our lives we start to cherish every little moment of our lives in the company of wonderful people God puts on our way. God tries to enable us the optimal evolution through tests and temptations that open the door of self-trust and God’s peace in us. When we become open to God’s love in ourselves, this love puts us into the center of existence and shows us how to achieve joy and accept life as a gift, for life is not self-evident if we don’t deserve it by constant avoidance of greediness and inner restlessness.God’s spark in ourselves helps us recognize the essence of life and helps us in the most difficult moments of our lives when everybody else leaves us. That’s when God’s blessings become evident as they shut the door of arrogance that makes us further from the essence of our existence, which includes the co-existence with everybody we live with. Also, they give us self-confidence if we’re surrendering to God’s will. God’s will is a path that directs us on the way of righteous and courageous people, who help others in need even if they don’t know them, for these moments are valuable and rare. God sends them to us as a test and if we miss them, they hardly return.We should take care of ourselves and also of our closest ones that help us in the most difficult moments, so we should reward them with our attention. When we surrender to the beauty in ourselves, we find inner joyfulness, immense love and Divine joy. Succumbing to arrogance is very bad because we lose good relationships with people. We should live in a way that brings us friendship with our loved ones and also those who are further from us, but are trying to come close to us, in hope for better tomorrow. The correct path opens to us, when we change inside and put love first in relationships, and when we’re always ready to help others.We should improve our self-confidence that exists in the state of inner peace, try to improve every day and do anything necessary to change in a way that fits God’s criteria of friendship between nations and welfare of relations tending towards perfection. We should try to be a good father and husband, and God’s enlightenment will approach us quickly. For if we don’t put our nearest people in the first place, the beauty of life flows away from us and we miss the great award for the noble effort of taking care of our children and partner. Trying our best to create family idyll strengthens ties among humanity and preserves inner peace in families.God shows us the way, but if we don’t walk on it, the prosperity of inner joy moves away from us and opportunities of God’s initiation we worked hard for go other direction.We should try to be better than ever before and make attaining good relationships and raising of children our most important task. We should also take care of our environment because we have been given magnificent surroundings and plenty beautiful moments of living together with nature. When we don’t try to preserve nature as God has created for us, we destroy ourselves, because without nature there’s no life. Destroying nature brings us closer to an end that nobody wants to see, and especially not us.Try to have a new understanding of the essence of life that will lead us towards paradise on Earth and reveal Divine love in us, because God’s blessing is inside of us if we try to improve ourselves. God’s peace is a reward for everyone who approaches God in a righteous and natural way, through good relationships and idyll that gives us hope to save our planet and make it in God’s image harmonized with God’s order.Sandi, www.meditacija-sandi.com" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/c110.0.403.403/p403x403/378184_120018858144253_679846904_n.jpg" width="403" height="403" />
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Divine Heart, Whispers of the Soul:

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Divine Heart, Whispers of the Soul:

Channelled through Pat Grabham.

Divine Heart, Whispers of the Soul, speaks to us whilst we are far from Home.

We Hear Thee Oh Beloved, Your Message Rings Pure and True.

Those Sounds of Divinity Breathe Your Name upon the Very Breath we take.  Thus does our soul sing joyously The Song of the Spheres – which resonates into the very  Depth of our Being.

Our name is called upon Angelic Wings, carried to us by Hosts from on High, who are as Messengers between Divine Eternal Flames, whom we all know from Aeons Ago.

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Divine Heart, Whispers of our Soul – we know you speak to us each day we are apart, as the Ether carries Your Beloved Voice, upon Angelic Hosts it is true, but our Eternal Divine Heart of our Very Essence and Being Waits Always There – Day or Night, for Great is the Love We Share Through Eternal Time.

Eternity Blesses Us As We Rest In The Divine.

Divine Heart, Whispers of the Soul, how we long to be free of the confines of earth, but realise we are not meant yet to leave, for much has to be done – to keep those Promises we made to The Son.

The Spiritual Sun speaks to us, sharing Spiritual Insights Understood Through Time.

We just need to be aware, we are never apart, from that Divine Heart, Whispers of the Soul, Whose Beloved Essence and Presence We Travel With Through Eternity.

22 September, 2012.

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INVOCATION FOR OUR ASCENSION

 

We call now to our Mighty I AM Presence and Legions of the Sacred Fire... we call forth the most powerful penetration of God's Solar Fire... to blaze in, through and around our entire Group Body. Connect us now... to the I AM Presence of All Life... including the wisdom of Ascended Nature and the Forces of the Elements.
 
We command that our multi-body system reflect and embody the patterns of the Immaculate Concept...we command that any & ALL limiting energies not of God's Light be transmuted thru the Violet Flames & the Platinum Cosmic Light into the Diamond Heart Perfection of God within everything..
 
May we be emptied of all that no longer serves the highest purpose of the Divine Plan... so that we may be as hollow instruments... open and ready to receive solar radiation of our I AM Presence.
 
In the name of our I Am Presence, & unified now with the living crystals that are within us programmed to activate the Divine Blueprint of the Ascended Human Being while still in the body, we invoke the full activation of this Divine Blueprint, & the full activation of all of these living crystals in us...as much as cosmic law will allow for each of us at this time....we invoke the FULL remembrance of our natural ability to transfer divine particles of energy outwardly to all life and to simultaneously receive this same activating energy inwardly through our bodies and the Unified Field....we invoke the full remembrance of our natural ability to both receive & transmit the Rays of the Sacred Fire Love. 
 
Mother-Father God, fill our meditation circles...fill our healing circles...fill our prayer circles.... fill our whole Being with the transfiguring power of Divine Love & the Rays of the Sacred Fire that empowers us to be Pure Divine Chalices & act as a group body... & act as mighty conduits of Father/Mother/God's Sacred Fire Love for ascension... which we then transmit throughout Gaia & thru the planetary Crystalline Grid & to the I Am Presence of every human Being.
 
All Mighty I AM THAT I AM, please use us as one Group Harmonic... as a super conductive forcefield through which to transfer the ascending streams of light to all life...lifting all of Gaia & every human being into the 5th Dimension...helping create a planet where we are all living in peace & harmony with each other & with all of life on our planet...helping create a planet where every person's life flows naturally with abundance & joy & creativity & wonder.
 
We affirm and command that our entire beloved planet and her host of lifeforms... be raised up to the SAME level of vibration.


THANK YOU GOD FOR MANIFESTING EVERYTHING AFFIRMED, OR BETTER, FOR THE HIGHEST GOOD OF ALL.

ALMIGHTY I AM, ALMIGHTY I AM, ALMIGHTY I AM

And SO IT IS.

AUM, AUM, AUM

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The Rays of God is a science that has been shared by many metaphysicians to help individuals that choose to be on a very deep spiritual path.  We call this pathway Mastery or very recently Ascension.

As a student of Dr. Joshua David Stone from the early 1990’s, I was always confused about the concept of the rays but I always used color therapy.  I learned through my studies for the past 15 years that in the beginning of my pathway I was actually utilizing the Rays of God without knowing what they were in my conscious mind.  I promoted Color Therapy for many years and it was not until the last decade that I realized I was always working within these Spectrums of Colors.

As an initiate on the Mastery Pathway, it is essential that an individual know and be able to command the Rays of God. This can be very difficult to understand and how they correlate within our chakra system.  I finally was able to have the concept down so when I taught this science to others that I was able to fully comprehend it within my physical mind.  This, of course, is partly due to the fact that I had fully integrated my Higher Mind and there was a deeper understanding that could not surface the lower mind previously.  It is a common theme among individuals when they cannot understand the process.  It is not meant to be understood by the common man or woman.  We must fully actualize the higher frequencies within our bodily structure to fully comprehend the whole science of the Rays.

So just as I was comfortable in being able to teach them to others, I was gifted by Spirit in my class instruction a student who said the colors did not match from what she knew.  Now this was something that always puzzled me also so I went to the source.  I asked Lord Melchizedek if he could help me understand so that my new students could easily grasp the information I wanted to share.  He worked with me to see that there are planetary levels of the first seven rays of god and then there are Universal levels.  I looked at the chart of colors and saw that the planetary colors could easily expand into the Universal colors through the chart of color spectrums.  He told me that some individuals are now ready to receive the higher frequencies of the first seven rays known as the Universal levels.  This was in 2010 in which the energies were just starting to escalate.

Now it is 2012 and the Rays of God have expanded into 22 Rays which represent the 5th dimensional chakra grid.  This means that the first seven rays are integrated within the Universal levels which make up the 3rd dimensional chakra grid.  We then move into the 4th dimensional chakra grid with Rays 8 through 15.  These rays are the higher chakras that are then placed within the 3rd dimensional grid of the body.  They blend within each other.  The 5th dimensional chakra grid is then activated from Rays 16 through 22.  I learned all of this while teaching others and started integrating the 22 Rays of God within all of my meditations.

22 Rays of God within Your Chakras In early 2012 we at Walking Terra Christa taught a seminar series called “Accessing the 22 Rays of God within the Chakras” in which information was acquired through channeling of the higher rays with each of the overlighting Beings.  When we move into the 8th Ray, there are no longer Chohans but overlighting energies of Divine Beings as Masters, Angels, and Intergalactics.  Ray Chohans have not been assigned as yet but these supreme beings truly bring forth these energies.  If you would like to check out this seminar as a download, please click onto the photo image.

Acquiring all of this information has been a challenge personally as previously I relied on information from Dr. Joshua David Stone.  I realized it was time for me to fully activate my own knowledge and wisdom from my Higher Self and I Am Presence.

http://walkingterrachrista.com/classes/22rayschallenge/ We presently utilize the 22 Rays of God in all of our meditations and in our weekly calls.  We have just launched an amazing program “22 RAY Challenge” in which individuals receive weekly information about a ray including a decree and attunement on an MP3 download.  We were guided to bring forth this information as it is imperative for every individual on the ascension pathway to fully command all 22 Rays of God in their personal and professional lives.  It will make a huge difference in the quality of life on Earth as we are all being challenged to do our very best.  In fact, we don’t have a choice if we want to move into the Golden Era in 2013 with ease and grace.  If you would like to be part of this program, please check out the information via Walking Terra Christa by clicking unto the photo image.

It is a very exciting time but one that we truly have to get fully into our power and allow our souls to heal deeply, not just our physical bodies.  We cannot have amazing gifts without the consequences of allowing our lower egos, minds, and hearts be the ruling energies.  Working with these rays will assist greatly in the process of our Divinity upon the New Earth.

In Expressions of Oneness,

Rev. Christine Meleriessee

Vibratory Master of Ascension

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22 RAYS Challenge

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Get Ready To Walk Into The Gateway of the 12/21/12 – Perhaps The Most Significant Date of Our Lives!

Are you familiar with the Rays of God? Many talk about the 7 Rays but there are more… Do you know how important they are for an individual human to master on their pathway to being fully Ascended? Now is your chance to get fully acquainted with all 22 Rays of God by stepping up and taking our special 22-RAYS CHALLENGE!

What is the 22-RAYS CHALLENGE?  We are putting together the essential tools and information you will need to take a crash course in getting introduced to all 22 Rays of God.  You will get:

  • Weekly emails over the next 12 weeks (90 days!) consisting of essential information on each Ray, Decrees and Attunements!
  • Each week you will learn about 2 of the Rays!
  • You will receive a written Decree to assist you in fully accepting that Rays Understanding!
  • You will receive an Audio Attunement MP3 Download to assist you in Vibrationally Attuning your Full Body system to that Ray!

FOR MORE INFORMATION, PLEASE CHECK OUT WALKING TERRA CHRISTA~

 

Christine Meleriessee & Mike Hayden

Vibrational Masters of Ascension for the New Earth

 

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MESSAGES OF ILLUMINATION FROM
    THE INNER EARTH
   

         
                      
     

 

     

Tuesday, September 18th 2012
     
      VISIT TO THE INNER EARTH TO REAWAKEN HIDDEN CREATIVITY AND TALENTS

     

SUE: Beloved one, we are happy that you connect with us       as we have something of importance to share with you. As you connect to       the Mother deep within, you feel her calling you to deepen your       connection on a daily basis. She is so happy when you pay attention to       her beneath the surface and not just admire and be grateful for the       beauty you see and perceive around you. She wishes us to take you with us       on a journey within the Earth, are you willing?

     

Yes, I would love       to.

     

Relax now into her molten core and       see what you feel.

     

I feel passion,       fire and the energy of new birth. 

     

Just being with and in this energy       will bring forth more creativity. We invite you to come here often and       relax in this creative energy of the Mother deep within her core. There       is nothing you need to do but rest and be here for a while. Compare       yourselves to the trees, they just are, still, serene and majestic never       doing anything but swaying with the energy that surrounds them.

     

I feel how with my       solar plexus the energy is being stirred up, it makes me feel a       little nervous! 

     

This is good, it is activating,       beneath the surface, hidden gifts that will begin to come forth into the       open as you continue to visit our realm for this purpose. You and others       have so much more to offer than you are presently accessing and we wish       to assist you to tap into these creative sources within yourselves.       Notice as you continue to visit with the Mother how new ideas are       birthed, out of the blue and most unexpectedly! 

     

If you can spend at least 10       minutes a day in this creative vortex of love with the Mother she will       assist you to move forward to brighter and greener pastures in all       aspects of your life. Leave the mundane behind and move forward now, it       is time! Take the action you are guided to take now and move!

     

After visiting with the Mother       bathe in the crystalline waterfall to cool off, to center and adjust your       frequencies to a new place on the dial. If you have access to the ocean       this will help you too. Ten minutes a day is enough to begin with until       you begin to open up more fully to the creative energies available to you       from within. 

     

As we have told you many times,       this transformation begins and continues within, and everything on the outside       is a confirmation and a reflection of where you are within yourselves.       Enjoy these gifts, beloved ones, and go forth now into a beautiful day.
      Blessings from the Mother.

     


      Transmission September 19th, 2012
      Through Mary Carol and Susan Michele
     
      THE       FALL EQUINOX MEDITATION

     

MARY CAROL: Beloved       ones, we welcome you today to join us as we go for a visit to our lovely       open meadows and grasslands and we will meet with our brothers and       sisters as we do some celebrating together, of the beautiful opening that       you are experiencing and the widespread distribution of our visits with       you and our messages. We are here, in this beautiful open meadow with       many wild flowers and wooded areas around, with your brothers and sisters       of the Inner Earth as we join in some joviality of dancing and singing       joyously. We join hands and are circling in a way where we go in and out       with our circle and are making patterns that illuminate the area with       golden light. Then we are singing together songs of celebration. You will       follow us with the words with grace and ease, for in your inner wisdom       places you already know the words and we shall create more of them       together as we dance around the meadows. As we dance there are other       spirits that join us from the fairy kingdom and from the nature spirits       of all elements. Each in their own way are dancing, hopping, flying,       moving in the same celebratory energy spreading more love and imbuing       each of us with even greater joy.

     

It is such a wonderful time for us to be together as       the moon is still in her new stages. We are blessed by our Grandmother       Moon as we are blessed by Father Sun and by our Mother Earth. Here inside       her loving heart we are enfolded lovingly and held to her bosom to       receive more grace and more growth in our creative spirit. Now we are       partaking of delicious delicacies created from Mother Earth's copious and       gentle offerings. We, as you say, are breaking bread together in this       glorious celebration of heightened awareness of what awaits you and what       you are here to do as you continue in your mission. For you,        beloved ones, it is a joy with some learning challenges that you will       sail through with our help as is needed and your open commitment of the       work you do with us. There is much joy here and great joy ahead of you.       We bless you and we embrace you as a part of our family. We go now to       speak through our beloved sister Sue that she may unveil more of what we       have to share with you. Aloha for now, Adama.

     

SUE: We feel and see with great joy the excitement that you       express and all that you feel as this surprise is unexpected for both of       you and how the people have received our messages. We told you that it       would be like this, but we know you did not know that it would be so       instantaneous and received with so much receptivity. We are so happy       beloved ones, for you for us and for everyone who is open and willing to       receive our gifts. As you see, people are hungry for the energy coming       through our messages and we are more than happy to be of assistance to       the Earth population in general. As you so rightly already stated, they       are acclimatizing you to our domain and how we live from our hearts and       in complete oneness with all that is. As your awareness grows each day to       embrace new ideas and possibilities, your lives will gradually change so       much that you will forget about your old life and the way it was. Our way       of living will become normal to you and this is our goal - to help you to       embrace wondrous possibilities veiled from you until this time. As the       consciousness of humanity rises, new and profound technologies will begin       to appear as you awaken more and more to the immense possibilities       available and some still hidden at this time.

     

This weekend of       the Fall Equinox is extremely important. So we would like to offer you       all a meditation that you can participate in to assist the energies that       will be revealed to come forth and be accepted with ease and grace. We       take you now on a guided journey deep into the core of our beloved Mother       Earth. Hold my hand and come with me to our beautiful Vortex Lake. We see       each one of you holding hands around the perimeter of this lake. Our       family stands and joins you all in the circle around the lake. Together       we invoke the divine presence within each one of our hearts.

     

Breathe now into       your hearts, connecting Heaven and Earth within your core. As you breathe       in and out through your heart, you breathe the energy from Heaven and       from the Earth simultaneously. You see your Higher Self at arm's length       above your head, and you feel the connection to the Divine Mother below       your feet. As you breathe in and out through your heart center you will       begin to feel more energized, more alive and connected to your divine       self more than ever before. The energy may begin to turn to the left and       then to the right or vice versa. Absorb this flow and the vortex energies       that surround you. You are creating, from this place of peace within your       hearts, your own merkaba and body of light. You are strengthening       yourself from within to emanate peace and love out to the world. Call       internally on your family, friends and other light workers to join you in       this circle. As from the core of our hearts we project our light, our       love and peace towards the central vortex of the Earth within the       crystalline lake, the more the vortex will take our energy and love and       pass it through her veins in, through and around the Earth bringing more       love peace and harmony, not only to the Mother but to all who walk upon       her shores.

     

We invite you to       send out this meditation to all new responses to our call so that they       too may be a part of helping to restore balance in, through and around       the Earth. We thank you in advance, beloved sisters and brothers, for       putting your trust in us and assisting with this wonderful project. No       harm can be done by or to anyone who comes from their hearts when it is       their sincere wish to restore the Earth to the paradise that she once       was, raising the frequencies and divinity of her and all those who dwell       upon her. See in your mind's eye and feel, if you would, how the energy       is circling around you. It does not matter at what time you choose to       participate in this meditation, but at the time of the Fall Equinox in       your area would be beneficial. As you know there is no time, so whenever       you can we invite you to join us with your loving intents for the whole.

     

The last few weeks       we have noticed great changes coming that have been in the works for a       long, long time. This will support these revolutionary projects to be       brought forth for all to see. We see that humanity is saying NO to all       that is not for their highest and best good. You and the whole are       opening up to receive these wondrous gifts that have been prepared for       you. Continue to love and embrace yourself with all your heart and know       your journey has not been an easy one. We celebrate you and the       accomplishments that have been achieved individually and collectively       over the last century. It has been a slow ride for some of you but       absolutely necessary for your natural evolvement and awakening. We are       happy and extremely pleased with your progress and we thank you and commend       you all for your commitment to create a wondrous new world. We could not       have done this monumental transformation without every single one of your       efforts. Even though sometimes many of you have wondered, “Why am I here?       What am I doing. How can I contribute at all?” You have been exactly       where you were meant to be, performing tasks that you were meant to       perform however humble these tasks may have seemed. You have been playing       your role in this grand play on earth. Every single one of you has played       your roles to the T. Some were the bad guys and some were the good guys       and some are the light workers trying to keep the balance between the       two, being in the world but not of it following your individual guidance       and therefore assisting the whole in this grand game that is about to       take a turn toward a much more positive place. It is as if the Earth and       humanity are being turned inside out revealing the bright shining diamond       and the wonderful heart that they are. You are in the process right now       of being turned inside out. What was inside all the time will be revealed       on the outside.

     

As within so       without has always been true but now you will begin to act solely for       each other and for the benefit of your brothers and sisters instead of       being in constant competition with each other, seeing the other as an       enemy. Mark my words, in the coming weeks and days to come you will be       amazed as this energy becomes stronger by the day. Everyone will be       caught up in this whirlwind of passion to serve each other for the benefit       of the whole. Countries will cease to fight one another and will begin to       assist each other in every possible way. Disasters have shown in the past       that humanity's heart is good, filled with love. This is who you are and       who you are returning to be and live on a daily basis, not for your own       personal gain, but for the whole so that everyone may benefit from your       gifts in your immediate community and the whole earth.

     

We invite you to       really feel the energy fused into our words and embody this more and more       each day. We cannot express enough how excited we all are. You have no       idea about the vastness of what is occurring in through and around your       world, but soon you will see and feel it and hear about it more and more.       We embrace you all, beloved sisters and brothers from the stars. You have       come to be of service here on Earth at this time. Thank you for your       commitment to be a part of this grand transformation. It could not have       been done without you and you have all played your roles extremely well.       There is no judgment where we come from as we see the entire picture and       we ask you to do the same. To embrace what has been and everything that       has occurred on Earth. We ask you to embrace this, accept it as growth       cycle where the divine wished to experience itself and so many different       aspects of itself.

     

There is no right       or wrong in our world - it is all perfect. And we ask you to embrace       everything that will come to pass as part of the divine play on Earth.       Soon you will be celebrating your victory and your new life, never       looking back or regretting the extensive and sometimes difficult times       you have all had to face. So forgive yourselves, forgive others and       embrace one another as actors, and celebrate one another as you would       after a successful theater production. Let bygones be bygones and move       forward with grace, ease and excitement into your newly created world. We       love you, we embrace you and thank you and we look forward to joining       with you surrounding the crystalline vortex lake for the Equinox       meditation.

     

We are your       beloved family from the Inner Earth, Adama.

     

MARY CAROL: Beloved       sisters, there is much to be learned in a small space of time. However,       since there is no time as you count it, the learning will be done in your       own ways as you proceed with flowing together as the changes occur with a       harmonious way of accepting, and then continuing through the changes of       your own individual transformations. All of the light workers as well as       those who are beginning to awaken are at a place of understanding the       gifts they are receiving. As you go about your daily lives they will no       longer be exactly as they were, and you will find new circumstances       that you will gracefully adapt to. Coming are more surprises as you open       and go with the flow of new ways of being. It will seem the same in many       ways but somehow different in others, parts of which is how you perceive       now what you are experiencing. Some of what you experience may be       irksome, and you are learning to let that go and know that it doesn't       have to be that way. So many things that are irksome to you are       imminently going to be in a process of change as the new ways of being       come more and more into your visibility. Be kind and loving as best you       can to all those you encounter. No matter how strange they may seem, it       is only an illusion of who they really are. 

     

We wish you comfort and ease of moving along your       pathways and encourage your acceptance of all that is, for you understand       that new ways of being are on their way. Stay open to your perception of       the beauty and the wonders that surround you, so many in little ways and       some in bigger ways. Pay attention to what you see for what you see in       nature is probably speaking to your innermost being and your higher self.       Enjoy even your challenges for as you do they become less challenging and       more of simply just an event within your daily experiences.

     

We thank you for caring and sharing with us today upon       this wondrous journey with us. Beloved ones, we greet you each new day       and each new turn with our loving presence and our ready assistance. We       must all, as you say, stick together at this powerful time. We love you       and thank you and wish you well on your wonderful journey of love and       light. We send you our blessings, beloved ones. We leave you for now       until a later time. Aloha, your brother Adama.

     

 

     

 

     

 

     
   
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MESSAGE FROM GAIA (3): THE TRANSITION PROCESS
Posted: 20 Sep 2012 01:04 AM PDT
By Ute Posegga-Rudel

Image by Ute Posegga-Rudel, Copyright ©2012
Please also read update from 21.8.12

Dearest Brothers and Sisters!

Light is pouring down on us ever more strongly! It is pressing down now deeply into the crust of our planet and into the bodies of all living beings and things.

I have been asking Gaia about this light process and how She is experiencing it in her planetary body.

Gaia speaks:
Dear children, we are all intimately connected. The kingdom of humanity, all my other kingdoms and I Myself are sharing together the same blessing!

However – depending on the degree of energy-congestions - the process of the rising energy level and the actual lifting of 3dimensional density is experienced differently.

E.g. my great nature spirits are those who are the most fortunate ones, with very few exceptions. They can receive the new levels of light and energy and the gift of Love from the Creator directly and unobstructed! So their growth and evolution occurs very quickly and develops to the same degree as new frequencies are arriving because they can fully integrate them.

You can imagine that any kind of pollution, gross and subtle, makes the process much more difficult. Gross pollution is produced by artificial substances, such as toxic chemicals. And subtle pollution is created by negative electromagnetic waves of all kinds of varieties, but also by negative thought waves and negative emotions.

As you know, My own body is very much polluted by gross and subtle toxic substances, and so is yours and that of many species of my fauna and flora kingdoms! This is the reason why this transformation is so difficult!

But even if all My physical kingdoms are more or less polluted, the kingdom of humanity is the most polluted one! Besides chemical toxicity, the subtle energy blockages in the bodies of the majority are enormous because of negative mind and emotions! It is this dense energy which makes the preparation for ascension for so many very difficult. And for a great number of people ascension is not even a question yet, because their energy system is so dense that they are still unable to go beyond their gross senses to feel the changes already occurring on the frequency level.

But with your so beautiful and dedicated effort to spread your love to everywhere, also they are starting to wake up, and remember their heart, when it is touched by you.

With great love and gratitude I bless those of the human family who came here to help lifting the former intense density of my body. It is thanks to them that many others become aware of the changes, which motivates them to begin to become more conscious and to start to be more and more aware of who they are and where they are coming from.

Dear children, remember always, none of you has been birthed originally here, we all came from other dimensions, with a light body, and we all came together to experience the adventure of greater densities and lower compression, to go through separation via the illusion of space-time. But many forgot and lost themselves, trapped in the illusions of lower dimensions.

This new elevation back into greater lightness, freedom and happiness is what we all can now experience, and what also I experience now. Certainly My Spirit is already Free and Liberated, as also your spirit can be, if you were able to discover the Divine Consciousness and the Light you are.

However for many the entanglement with the physical body is a severe obstacle, not because of the body and its possible ailments, but because of where you put your attention on! If you are tightly identified with the dense body, you will hardly be aware what is going on in other dimensions now already present here.

And as you asked Me about how I experience the incoming New Frequencies of Light: I can tell you, how happy I Am, My Soul and Consciousness is fully participating. But as you know, my body is ailing and is going through a lot of pain, as many of you too! Our bodies are not separate, you must not forget!

Your pain is my own, and if you are sensitive, My ache is also yours!
Presently humanity as a whole is evolving from the lower energy centers upwards to the heart chacra, and this can create suffering.

It is not only about a changing and evolving digestive system, but my kingdoms have also eaten much gross and subtle pollution, all of this must now be eliminated, so that we can together rise purified to a state and place of pure joy and love.

All toxins are radiating highly imbalanced frequencies. So if the body is full of toxins, it also suffers imbalance.

Love is not separable from the experiencer, that is to say, without creation, Love does not exist. Love is inherent in creation, but if creation is polluted, love cannot be fully expressed. Because Love is Energy fully balanced.

You see how important it is therefore, to take in clean food and water, although of course Love is not diminished Itself if you feed your body polluted substances.

Similarly, my Body does not radiate Love where pollution is high, and this something which saddens Me! Because It is My deep desire to radiate that Love everywhere through and as My body, and not only as the Pure Spirit That I Am.

However, together with all My kingdoms who are turning to the Light, our victory is not far away anymore, even if we are going through some more great necessary transformations.

Because of the highly increasing Lightforces, all what is hidden, spiritually, mentally and emotionally, must come to the surface now and be released, and this means: energies are transformed and allowing higher vibration, and also physical changes are occurring. This relates not only to My body, but also to all embodiments here. Where Spirit is already present and purely expressed as physical and subtle highly vibrating embodiment, these changes are experienced as pure bliss.

But where Spirit must still find its way to full expression, pain of changes cannot be avoided. This is true for your bodies and for My body too. For Animals and plants it is much easier, as they do not have any resistance. Human beings tend to excert however much resistance, and therefore this, my very much loved kingdom, is the last to fundamentally change.

However, much help is given to us, from all the loving beings of Light who came from the the galaxies and from the Creator Himself!

We are all most lucky and blessed, and you must in the process of changes and growth not forget that all difficulties will make room soon to a great alleviation and freedom, the glorious abode of my New Ascended State.

What you experience now is nothing new, only that the old and hidden becomes conscious, things you didn’t want to see, feel and experience before, but which have been there all the while. Now all of this can be given to the Presence of Love and of Light, it can be given into Divine Consciousness, to dissolve.

Dear children, the glory of our resurrection is before us!

I embrace each one of you with all My Love, wishing to see you all on the other side!

I Am your Earth Mother Gaia

Message conveyed by Ute

http://radiantlyhappy.blogspot.com.au/2012/09/message-from-gaia-3-transition-process.html

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Spare yourself being distracted at this point by any playground bullies. – channeled by Ron Head

Michael.

Today let us not forget to mention the impending equinox. “Oh no!”, thinks our channel. “We are going to get the light and energy stuff again.” OK. We will spare you that… after we point out that not only will you receive it stronger than ever, but there will be subtle changes as you move into this last quarter of your solar year and also into new abilities to sustain higher and higher volumes and frequencies.

We also need not point out that the crazies are seemingly becoming contagious all around you. Many of you are wondering at yourselves for not becoming at least a little alarmed at what is happening and what is rumored to be about to happen. Congratulations on your newfound ability to stay anchored in your centers and focused on your intended self-improvement. Perhaps that is not the best thing to call it, but then, that is what you are doing.

There will be, and indeed are now attempts being made to throw the world into another full-blown war. This does not surprise you, nor does it surprise us. But there are just three months left in this momentous year, and a new world-wide war is not on the Divine Agenda. A very great deal will happen in this three months, and much of it will be very disconcerting to many people, but you will emerge into your new year in better shape than you are now. As we have said before, the world will not end and the sky is not falling.

What is happening is that you amazing creations of Mother/Father God, Creator of All That Is, are about the business of discovering and remembering who you are and what you are capable of. For that eventuality, dear hearts, we suggest you hold onto your hats and fasten your seatbelts. Even at this late date, there are relatively few of you who truly have any inkling of where you are heading.

You have heard us use many beautiful words and descriptions, but that is a far cry from the experience you are to begin very soon. It is as if we had told you about chocolate ice cream for many years and now you are about to get your first real taste of it. We have told you it is cold. We have told you it is creamy, delicious, and wonderful. But until you have actually tasted it, you have no idea the treat you are in for. If I hold the ice cream cone out in front you, all you need to do is reach out and take it. That, dear friends, is a very good metaphor for where you stand right now. And the best part is that there is enough for you and all of your friends and all of their friends. There is absolutely no lack of enough for everyone.

We will take care of distributing the ice cream cones. You make sure that you are ready, polite, patient, and careful not to drop yours on the playground. Well, actually, you couldn’t do that. But spare yourself being distracted at this point by any playground bullies.

We once again applaud you all for your efforts and your success. Stay this last short part of the course and we will continue to support you in all you do. And if you are one of those who have said “Hi” to us when you noticed our presence or little nudges lately, we say “Hi” back to you. We love you. Good day, dear ones.

Copyright © Ronald Head.
http://oraclesandhealers.wordpress.com

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SPECIAL MEDITATION FOR PEACE

 

SPECIAL MEDITATION

for PEACE

This Special Meditation for Peace is a gift to Mother Earth and to all beings on, above

and in the Earth. We have entered into the period of celebration and joy. Although

there is still some residual cleansing occurring, for the most part we are starting to

feel the joy and anticipation of the higher vibrations as we move closer and closer

to December. This Meditation is in part a wonderful Celebration of where we are

and a road map to the peaceful existence and way of life that we aspire to. Please

join with me today in calling the energy of the Masters to us and to all beings on this

earth. And open your hearts and receive the wondrous gifts of spirit as we meditate

together.

Special Meditation for Peace

Through my Beloved I AM presence, I call forth all Lightworkers to join with me

NOW. Together, we call on the I AM presence of all Lightworkers to join with us now

in this meditation of Peace. We invite in all Human Beings of the Earth, all from the

Past, the Present and the Future, to join with us today in this Meditation for Peace.

We invite in all Sentient Beings, from the Earth and from the Universe to join with

us today in this Meditation for Peace. We invite in all of the sages and immortals

who wish to join us in this Meditation for Peace. We call on Archangel Michael and

all from the Angelic realms to surround each and every one of us in their pink and

golden light of love and peace as we perform this Meditation of Peace.

Calling in the Highest Realms of Light

We now call in the Highest Realms of Light to magnify and enhance our meditation.

Through the unity of our beloved Cosmic I AM presences, we request the presence

and divine assistance of Mother/Father God, our Great Central Sun, All Great Cosmic

Beings and Legions of Light, all Elohim of the Earth, all Ascended Masters and all

from the Angelic realms to join with us in spirit and to hear and honor our request.

Releasing and Relaxing: Becoming Lighter and More Vibrant

Let’s take a moment to center ourselves. Together, let’s take 6 deep breaths of the

golden pink light that the angels are surrounding us with. Visualize and breathe

in the golden pink light, hold the breath and see the energy flowing to your center

of being, release the old and stagnant energies as you breathe out. With each

breath that you take, release any tensions that you are holding as you breathe out.

Breathe in the golden pink light, hold, release. With each breath that you take,

feel your body becoming more and more relaxed. Breathe in the golden pink light,

hold, release. With each breath that you take, feel yourself connecting gently to

your higher self. Breathe in the golden pink light, hold, release. Sense your divine

connection to that place within of peace and oneness. Breathe in the golden pink

light, hold, release. Feel your energy becoming lighter, more vibrant. Breathe in the

golden pink light, hold, release.

Violet Flame of Cosmic Transmutation, Transformation and Release

In this Meditation for Peace visualize the tiniest unit, the smallest atom, the smallest

nano-particle that makes up our bodies and our world. Sense each molecule of

water in our bodies, and on the earth, vibrating with the creator’s divine spark.

Open your heart and let yourself remember your connection to source.

Through our great I AM presences, we call upon the Ascended Master Saint

Germaine, Archangel Zadkiel and Archangel Amethyst and Elohims Arturus and

Victoria of the 5

th dimensional Violet Flame. Send your Angels of the 5th dimensional

Violet Flame of transmutation, transformation and release to all sentient beings on

the earth, and throughout this universe. Let this energy saturate the tiniest unit,

the smallest atom, the smallest nano-particle that makes up our bodies and our

world. We call upon Omri Tas and all of the Cosmic legions of light to magnify the

energies of the Angels of the Violet Flame as they seek out the symptoms and the

cause of each pain and sorrow, of shame and separation, of anger and rage, of

despondency and discord, of fear and anxiety, of cruelty and mindlessness, of apathy

and detachment, of lack and all that keeps each unit of our being from radiating and

vibrating at the highest vibration possible.

See each cell and each molecule in our bodies, in the bodies of all sentient beings,

of Mother Earth herself, glowing with the transformative powers of the magnified

Violet Flame. See the Violet Flame seeking out the genesis of the energies that have

kept us from uniting all aspects within ourselves, from connecting with the joy of our

higher selves, from releasing all that does not serve our highest good in this lifetime

and in all dimensions and all realities in which we exist. As the Angels of the 5

th

Dimensional Violet Flame seek out, identify, transmute, transform and purify each

lower energy, lower vibration and lower frequency that holds us back, for each unit

of energy that is removed the Angels of the 5

th dimensional Violet Flame with replace

each unit removed with 1,000,000 units of the highest energy, highest vibration

and highest frequency of love and light allowed, across all dimensions and realities.

See each cell and molecule in, on, under and above Mother Earth saturated with the

healing, transforming energies of the Violet Flame, to the extent allowed.

See each being lose interest in thinking, speaking, feeling, acting or committing any

lower energy thoughts, words or actions that are less than for our highest good. Let

soldiers lay down their guns, let each atrocity of war be emotionally and physically

released and healed, let goodness, kindness and compassion lead the way. Heal our

wounds and strengthen our hearts. Help each sentient being become awakened to

their highest love, their most joyous and divine self.

Royal Blue Flame of Divine Purpose and the Golden Yellow Flame of

Illumination

Support the transformation of the Violet Flame by uplifting and filling each molecule

and cell of each sentient being with Divine Essence and Illumination. Through the

unity of our great I AM presences, we call upon the Ascended Masters, Archangels

and Elohims of the Royal Blue Flame of Divine Purpose and the Golden Flame

of Illumination. Send your Angels of the 5

th dimensional Royal Blue Flame of

unwavering faith and wholeness and divine purpose and the Angels of the 5

th

dimensional Golden Yellow Flame of Illumination to all sentient beings on the earth,

and throughout this universe. Let this energy saturate the tiniest unit, the smallest

atom, the smallest nano-particle that makes up our bodies and our world.

We ask the Highest Realms of Light to magnify the energies of the Royal Blue Flame

and to magnify and saturate each Sentient Being that resides on, within and above

the Earth, in all of their 4 body systems, across all dimensions and all realities, and

for Mother Earth herself with the Royal Blue Flame….Saturate each molecule and

every man, woman and child upon the Earth with this Divine Essence and clear away

all destructive and lower energy activities that are not in alignment with our highest

good. Seal all government positions in the radiance of Divine Will and Illumination.

Let these Royal Blue and Golden Flames reveal the Divine Purpose and Plan for each

office and individual, and give to each person the Spiritual Courage to fulfill that plan

perfectly.

Let the Divine Essence and Illumination be manifest in, through and around all of the

governments of the world Now and Forever.

In Closing

For each unit of lower energy, lower frequencies and lower vibrations that are

removed, we ask the Highest Realms of Light to replace each unit of lower energy,

lower frequencies and lower vibrations that are removed with 1,000,000 units of the

highest energies, highest frequencies and highest vibrations of the 5

th dimensional

Violet Flame/Royal Blue Flame and Golden Yellow Flame of Love and Light that is

allowed.

All that we ask, we ask for the highest good of all concerned, for the greatest good

for all humanity, for the greatest good for all creation and for the greatest good for

the earth. Let it be so. And so it is.

We would like to thank our Mother/Father God, our Great Central Sun, All of the

Great Cosmic Beings and Legions of Light, all Elohim of the Earth, all of the Ascended

Masters and all from the Angelic realms for all that they have done and for all that

they are doing for us. I also wish to thank each of the beloved I AM presences of all

of the Lightworkers that joined with us today as well for being the Angels-on-the-

Ground that are creating, with Mother Earth and all from the Highest Realms of Light

this most amazing experience of Love and Light. Thank you, thank you, thank you

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The Veil of Seperation...........

After accessing the memories that helped me write the blog “In Source… a white snake, it made me think deep on the fact that I created the veil as I was ordered to do. This made me look at the other puzzle pieces that lay on a heap that does not fit anywhere else on this picture called my soul path. It made me spread them out and take a deeper look at them and how they fit in with the new ones that have already found their places.

 

After reflecting on it deeply and with intense concentration, as well as digging even deeper into the pile of un matched and unplaced puzzle pieces. The realization came that I was ordered to place the veil, but that I didn’t like it one bit. After receiving the orders to do that, it caused a incredible amount of conflict in me and I realised that if I refuse Severance would place it. Then there would be no way to find a loophole.

 

This is how I devised a loophole I called Tselia – meaning The Door. That I did not want to do, what I also remembered is that out of defiance I added a key to it so that each soul that can find that key will be able to get past the veil.

 

After much deliberation with Siaz and Elron, I remember how I put it together, taking it apart needed to be done correctly, otherwise it wont work. It gave each soul the opportunity to extract themselves from the veil. When enough souls have started to merge their bodies, it will cause a snowball effect that will cause more souls to start following the energy of the first ones. It takes commitment effort and will power.

 

The making of the veil was done in a weird way so that each had to earn back their way. Since the power of self was taken from all souls here by one, it was possible to reverse this by getting up and earning your path back in defiance of what was done.

 

We have many bodies, but the two main ones are the physical and the spiritual. When the veil was put up to split the two bodies and create a void between them that is called the veil. Its purpose is to keep the physical body from accessing spiritual body.

 

This void, holds the negative energy if each soul. Now there are positive and negative Voids, this void is the negative one, and is directly linked to the lower realms. That energy leaks there and the dark entities can move into those voids and affect each soul directly.

 

All negative energy, issues and emotions that you experience or feel, go into that void contained in each and every soul. The stronger that energy becomes the more dark entities it manifests or it stores the negative aspects of people you have had issues with in all your past lives. This keep increasing with each life and if you don’t clear it out they keep increasing.

 

At the end of each 26 000 year cycle the alignments are right for us all to be able to completely clear out the void more easily, by using the quantum waves that are send out by source.

 

This is why Tselia was weaved into the veil as a means to overcoming the veil. In this way every soul had the opportunity to merge back to completion if they walk the path of the shadow of death.

 

This key was hidden in many old texts Psalm 23, is a really great example of this. The valley of the shadow of death it speak about is that void. To reach your spiritual self you need to fight through the valley of the shadow of death (the veil). If you can do that, you really won’t fear no evil (negative energy)

 

Yes we can reach the spiritual levels without doing so, and yes many say they are above this, but the problem start when you have to keep the balance around the void.

 

In the time of Jesus it took the angels a long time to fight their way open to during messages to people here. At this time they voids they have to go through to get to people has thinning, so they can move through with less resistance.

 

The old Shamans and traditional healers helped their tribes balance through their healings and talking to the spirits and elders. Tselia has a key, it seem to be a simple exercise, but the amount of personal power it supply to each soul that manage to constructively use it, is far greater than they can imagine.

 

I felt the souls will be clever enough to be able to learn how to use the Tselia and how to defy this veil. The more souls that get it right the weaker it makes the veil.

 

As you clear the void it starts to shrink, until the physical and spiritual bodies touch. At that point you start to be able to access your spiritual energy and powers for longer periods in time. Now you have to maintain this balance, and as you maintain it, it affects the other souls you come into contact with. They instinctively are drawn to that person.

 

The idea is to get enough souls to come to that exact point of merging, it will then weaken the veil enough for all souls to be able to merge. Those that prepared will reap the rewards then.

 

NOW come the tricky bit, allow yourself to get off balance and the two bodies pull apart opening the void again.

 

If you don’t clear the negative energy in the void, and you try to merge the 2 by forcing them together, it causes major tears in the ethereal body. It does heal when you rest, but it leaves scar tissue.

 

The more you clear and the more you keep balance, the easier it become to pull your bodies together. If you try to force a merge you will be successful for small portions of time, but it rip your membranes and leave scars. Those scars make it harder to merge the two back together.

 

This is how it was designed for here, as the energy in this system is the thickest and most heavy here so it works different here than anywhere else.

 

In this system the Spiritual and physical are the two sides of the yin yang symbol. I have now watched 57 people go through their door and work at it; this enabled me to watch how all this affect the veil. Though I am not the only one studying the effects. The elders and other dimensional beings that understand what this is about, tend to watch. Especially when I work with people individually. For me it was not just getting people to clear, it was research to remember how to change the effects of the veil on each and every one of us.

 

The knowledge can be used or rejected, your call as reader, for me it was the proof I needed that I am not wrong. Slowly I am seeing and remembering how it work, and I am slowly adding changes to how to make it more effective, for those that actually use the key they were give.

 

In understanding how it was set up and designed, you can understand how to change it. It will make merging easier, but the work still needs to be done. Each time negative energy is cleared or neutralised, it increase the flow of source, bringing more energy back here to this system and into each person. In this way it starts lessening the need for people to fight over energy. Most arguments happen as one person try to lessen another’s personal power so they can have what they need. Usually using insults and negative words. This make the other person get up to defend their power. Weaker persons will back out, strong willed people that know their power will however not. If we share energy among each other freely and with respect, a real fight seldom happen. Getting power is different for each soul, so I am not even going to go in that.

 

Clearing is also different for each person. For some its anger, fighting, for some it’s feeling bad, it does not matter you need to find the root of your negative energy. If you have a issue with someone, or if someone make you angry there is negative energy there, it is in how you use the negative energy.

 

Example: I am angry with someone, so I yell and say really mean things to them

It’s delicate. If you change that energy as you feel it into a more controlled feeling and not let it run amock, because your anger flow over that person activating their anger where as if you controlled it, it doesn’t get dumped all over that person. In this controlled way you can say to them what you feel, in a positive and un-insulting way, without being so insanely angry that you want to kill something.

 

The anger is there, yet you just compress it and change its polarity, as with all emotions by changing the polarity of the emotion, it stabilizes the energy in the void. Helping you stay in balance even while angry. It’s like seeing a still pond, it looks calm, but it’s more controlled.

 

There are some that do out and fight and kill demons, this is helping others as it bring the negative energy down, in such a way that is weaken the strength of the negative energy in the void. Yet here is the catch: if you fight demons with your own demons, like anger, resentment, etc you increase the negative not decrease it.

 

This is what I have been trying to tell all of you since the start, but I have not known how to explain it. Now that I came back to where it started I was able to understand how to explain it and how to start manipulating it to help lessen the effect of the veil.

 

You don’t have to take any of this or even believe it. Yet all this was hidden in many religious books. Now I think of the words Jesus spoke, I see this.

 

Now I know how I made the, and how I hid the info, and weaved the key into this to be the back door to sneak in. Something can be done to change it. BUT it will take work and dedication from each and every soul. An you that think others don’t affect your life… they do unfortunately. He veil was designed as a global restriction, it need a global change to break it down. And it starts with each and every one of us.

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Water carrier..... the weirdest experience ever....

Log: 29 February 2012

When I got home last night I was so exhausted I could barely think straight.  I planed this huge ritual on leap year day, a special ritual.  Yet when I got home after a really hard day at the office, being told that I had to submit a 50 page report to request funding for the Foundation I work for, THAT DAY.

I was beat, and in NO mood for a ritual of that scale and intensity, I felt drained.

Si I sat down at my computers and thought of what the heck I will just check my mails and sleep.  Unfortunately the watch said it was 8:00 pm... Not sucha great time to go to sleep at all.  I would just be up around two.

At 8:30 pm I just gave up, and switched all my stuff of, and got ready for sleep.

As a consolation the moon was out and really beautiful so I decided I might as well charge my favorive crystals under the moon next to the hunk of rose quarts that live on my balcony.

So I opened the wood box, and place the crystals, the neckless I have in there that i wear when I need severe protection, and the rest of my others under which there is a Angel stone and a herkame Diamond. in the lis and base so that they would benifit from the moon energy.

I left my balconay door half way open as it was really hot inside.  Got in bed and fell into a very deep sleep.  Which is funny for me as I sleep very little.

Through the whole night I had one long boring dream, that just was exactly the same, again and again and again and again..... Grrrrrrr

This is what I dreamed, I was driving in a pickup, a light blue one, on a road through a semi desert.  I was sitting in the passenger side arm on the window staring out the window, thinking of nothing at all.

Next to me was another woman, I realised it was my mother, but not the one I have now.  And driving was someone I know very well.  A friend I care for very deeply, that has helped me through quite a few rough patches.  He had dark glases on and did not speak, took his driving very seriously.

We got to a town and he stoped next to a water tower.  On the back of the pickup was a variety of containers, and I filled each one of them with cool crystal clear water from the water tower (that was painted red).  When I was done I got back in the Pickup and off we went through the town and out on the road again.

We arived at the next town and I he stoped at another water tower,, also red.  I got out and started refilling the containers, which was bone dry.  So I refilled then once again, got back in the pickup and off we went.  That is all that happened through the whole dream.  Town after town... wach time no water in the containers at the next time.

What I did notice was that the scenery kept changing, the 2 in the pickup never got out.  I was the only one that did.  It was the weirdest thing ever.

Eventually I gor fed up with the dream and woke myself up, nicely it was 2am.  Even weirder is that I never really dream, I walk others dreams and mostly the realms all night, and i know those are not dreams as I do that consiously, with body in stasis mode.

I lay there in bed going... freaken odd!!!!!!

Then got up and fetched my crystals in as i did not want the sun to rise on them ans spoil the whole reason for them beinf in the moon.  I walked out on the balcony and it was so nice and cool out, the stone tiles under my feet was cooled down and dry.

As I bend down to pick up the crystals something seemed odd about it, and as I looked the box and the lid was half filled with water.  It did not rain, and I did not put the water there.

I was baffled.  So I let the water drain over the Rose quartz and took the box and its contents inside.  Found a brown towl, no other would do.  Placed it on my table and unpacked the contents on it, then I dried the box, closed the lid, and covered all of it and the crystals with the other side of the towel.

I was contemplating this, lying in bed waiting for my alarm to go off.  It just made no sense.

Then slowly I started wondering about the water dream and suddenly the water in the wood box.  How did it get there as I know it did not rain.  Even dew would not fill the box half way, its not possible.

All I will say is that this is a awsome blessing....

In the morning I googled the meaning of water and this is what I found.

Water is life mater and matrix.  There is no life without water.

The symbolism of water has a universal undertone of purity and fertility. Symbolically, it is often viewed as the source of life itself as we see evidence in countless creation myths in which life emerges from primordial waters.

Interestingly, we are all made of water, and so we can liken many of these myths and allegories to our own existence (the macrocosm mirroring the microcosm and vice versa). Further, we can incorporate symbolism of circulation, life, cohesion and birth by associating the creative waters of the earth with the fluids found in our own body (i.e., blood).

In Taoist tradition, water is considered an aspect of wisdom. The concept here is that water takes on the form in which it is held and moves in the path of least resistance. Here the symbolic meaning of water speaks of a higher wisdom we may all aspire to mimic.

The ever-observant ancient Greeks understood the power of transition water holds. From liquid, to solid, to vapor - water is the epitomal symbol for metamorphosis and philosophical recycling.

Among the first peoples of North America, water was considered a valuable commodity (particularly in the more arid plains and western regions) and the Native Americans considered water to be a symbol of life (further solidifying the symbol affixed in many creation myths).

So it is also with the ancient Egyptians as we learn their beloved (and heavily relied upon) Nile river is akin to the birth canal of their existence.

A quick list of symbolic meanings for water include (but are not limited to):

  • Transformation
  • Subconscious
  • Fertilization
  • Purification
  • Reflection
  • Intuition
  • Renewal
  • Blessing
  • Motion
  • Life

I would really like to hear what other think, as this was baffeling to say the least.

My conclusion:

What I did get from this is, that this work is constant, we refill the energy from a source and spread it where it needs to go.  That it is a important job, this tedious repeated choir to revill and spread and refill and spread.

It felt like being reminded that I give so much of myself so freely to all out there, and that I do become empty, and it does feel tedious and never ending.  Yet it is important to share so freely, as the energy that is spread quenshes the thirst of the semi desert in the souls of so many.

The water in the box of the crystals was a sign that this dream was not just a dream but a clear message, as one of the stones in that box is a Celestite.  To me it confirms a question I have asked in a really angry tone.

I asked "WHY am I doing this work, opening myself and sharing my energy so freely, just to get bitten by those I share with.  Just lightly talking to someone mean I share the energy, the water of life, freely.  Does any of this mean anything.  Does it have ANY value at all."

I guess this dream and then the sign just confirmed to me that to share of ourself, we share the energy.

Picking up that box and realising that there were water in it while everything is dry around it, made me think of the bible story with the fleace.  It hit home really hard and I spend the whole day contemplating all this, and talking to my animal guides and listening to the energy.

It made me realise afresh that when we share so freely and lovingingly, there are those that cant handle that amount of love or are not ready to feel that energy yet.  I have been told many times by people that the way I radiate love in energy, makes them wonder what they have been doing all this time. (that kinds confused me)

The last few weeks has had me reflecting on the reason I spend so much time listening to peoples problems, their pain, helping in any way I can.  I started to feel that its not worth it anymore, it just open me to hurting.  Yet I understand the work I do, the reason, I do this and the results it bring.

I was empty depleted, and could not refill fast enough.  I gave so much and never really refilled properly.  I cant keep giving unless I stop and refill more often.

A great reminder and conformation of how awsome this life is, and that no matter what people say or do, you stand in your own truth and keep sharing the water of life.  It flow over people and some revolt, but it leaves a mark on them that will grow, and in time they will seek the water of life as well.

Unconditional love, flow freely and there is nothing that can stem its flow, all we need to do is accept it.

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Grounding a past life memory

For the last 11 years I have been dealing with past life memories and issues.  I learned that who and what I once was, directly reflected the person I am today.  The currant life and its issues also mingle with all that.  So many memories have I acessed, but most of them was fleeting glimpses.

A posture, a person that come at you fighting that had an issue with you about some or the other reason.  Someone coming up to you saying I am so sorry for what I have done to you, and me not having a clue what they were on about.  As they come you deal with that part, the part that need to be dealt with.  I had to be satisfied with glimpses of people, events, issues, and I sometimes saw glimpses of others issues, as it normally was linked to me in some way.  It became so confusing to be hit by all this information.

You wondered is this stuff is even true or real.  How do you prove it, how do you bring what you see in your mind down and link it to a place in history, events.  Yet some I have, but it was more along the light of I once walked in atlantis.  The knowing I was there, but I could not bring out detail.  Detail that could be verified here.  It was frustrating to explain the images that did not seem to fit in anywhere.

It made people mad at me, as I would remember a image like the fleating glimps of something in one of their past lives, as I was there and saw it, but I could not verify, how and why, as the rest of that memory was missing.  It started to get to the point that the random images made no sense, and while I was trying to grasp it, I would talk about what I saw, and that just did not work, as I did not understand what I was seeing. I KNEW what it was, and that it relate to that person, from what I saw.  Yet it made them angry as I could not proof to them it was theirs.

In the end I started just looking at it and letting it go, no caring how it fit anymore as the important bit was the issue in that memory, not the memory.  So I went into the Archaic records and started going indept into these memories, as well as the person involved.  That did not work either, as that pissed people off even more, as they did not remember it.  Yes I agree they have not yet reached that deep so it would not be there.  Eventually I stoped talking about them, as it just caused more and more drama.

I felt insane as I had all this knowledge, and no freaken way how to "proof" that what I saw and felt was indeed that persons.  WHY do I carry the memory of that person, because i shared their life.  In one way or the other.  I have found out that I have taken animal form at time, so that would explain how some do not remember me, I might have been a pet.  Or a wild animal whatching a event.

All my memories was as fragmented as my soul.  Diferent facets, diferent dimentions.... Its a hell of a chaos, was all I can call it.

I have posted this picture before, this kept bugging me for the last few weeks, and then talking to a friend about this and trying to figure out why, I got hit by this massive memory that was so strong and real, I felt it.

I was standing before the Mayan calander, it was 3 times my hight.  it was on 4 diferent wheels.  Each ring had a aspect of the calander.  and it MOVED!  It moved like a clock.  There was water behind it and the water flowed from cup to cup. swirling.  To the right was a HUGE statue and from its mouth came the water that worked the clock.  To the left was another statue it had lots of snakes on it, it looked like the person was wearing snakes.

Behind me  on either sides of the doorway was 7 weird statues, with hollow eyes holding green (looked like emerald) tablets, on each was writen laws.  I knew it was laws, though I did not notice that was writen, but knew it was the laws, only that they were important.  The writing was in egyptian (WTF).

On the floor before the clock was a very strange circle thing with runes on it. (WTF that is norse)  and I was wearing 2 snakes like clothes.  I heard a male voice say Cihauti. and that is where it cut of.  It was startling.  The snakes moved and hissed angrily.  They dont like this voice, neither do I.

So when I spoke to my friend about this memory he was not really seeing what I was trying to say.  And for some reason when I am in memories like this I am relaly sensitive and irritated.  I got really angry, and frustrated as I do when something I am trying to express is not coming out as I am trying to explain it.  So I said I WILL show you, I meant to give him the memory so he can see for himself.

That ripped the lid of what ever was blocking the flow of my words, and it came tumbling out.

And as I explained he pulled up history and places and images.  I also found a image that knocked me hard, as it was the almost exact way I was dressed.

Only thing was my hair was not black it was red and my eyes blue.  One snake was always around my waiste and one around my arm and shoulders.  They were called Ssha and Shash.  I love them so very much.

The statue to the right was this exact statue.  The water came from its mouth.

And it was this big

the statue to the left was this one.  Its called Coatlicue - Lady of the snake skirt.  And I remember that the ones that was found guilty for breaking the law was excecuted by me.  Dressed like that.  I would wear many snakes and they would attack the person.  He would die in public as example.  (I did not like that, as the voice I heard and disliked was the one making judgements that I was forced to excecute)

The 7 statues on either side of the door was there holding the emerald like tablets.  Notice no eyes, justice is blind.

I will have to draw that clock but here is the one we all know so well.  The one made from stone. 

Here is a wooden one that is almost close.  The whole thing was made of Ceder Wood.

Also this explain a little of how it worked.

http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/0012821X9390146Z

So I will post it when I do.

The weird thing on the floor, looked exactly like this, which is really strange as it is Norse.  A Norse object as well as egyptian writen laws in a Aztec temple.  How do you put that together?

The temple was rather hard to explain as it look about like this:

Yet the top part took up the whole top of that and its roof was much higer.

And there was masive snake statues on that temple, on either side of the temple doors.

Then my friend showed me a map, and it totaly shocked me,as he wanted to see where all the places fit.

This freaked me out. And then I started relating what I remeber and where.

He showed me how it look today

and this

I got excited as I felt the energy and the lay of the land, it just felt like home.

I started to say what I remember and where on the map, he said he dont see it I have to draw where.

So I did.

So I took it and drew on it, the numbers that represent places I remember.

1 - Here is where a Clay snake temple was, a small one. Looking roughtly like this.

What my friend aded

1 - Is close to the only renmant of this lake, it was drained during the 19th century. Really liked the energy of the water there. It is called 'Place of the red bean tree'

2 - The Holy snake temple where the memory started.  It rougly had these on it as well on the   outside.

What my friend added

2 - now looks like this, an important Jesuit church, and called Tepozotlan, 'place of the hunchbacks'. The interior is very ornate, it was their main teaching school in the 1700s:

3 - This place was called Tehohitition - We went there on a spiritual journey.  When we went onto recluse to meditate of to do spirit walking we went there for up to a week.  With no food, you ate little and lived off the land.

4 - That plave are the plave a pair of King Eagles lived, they were called Ashmay and Rashney.  They were tame, and was used to fly with on erands. like visiting other towns.  They were huge.

This was their size.  They were masive birds, and this oair was raised form harchlings in order to be used as messanger birds.

My friend added:

3/4 is called the 'Hill of the Star', and is the site of a very large Passion play put up every year, and the temple on top of said hill was the place where the Aztecs begun their new 52 year cycle each time it ended, in a ritual called the 'New Fire'

5 - This dock was used by the temple, these boats were used on the lake. strangely these boats are used in Egypt, as well as in Mosambique.

My friend said

5 -  is a big transport hub, it's on the main road out through the north, actually on the first toll booth. There's a place there called Teoloyucan, 'place of rock crystal' Satellite view:

6 - A major town. It was strong and all trafic from the coast came here via a mountain pass, through the south of the mountains.  Also the same path the Spaniards took when they lay seize to this beautiful place.

the mountains had the most interesting shapes actually captured in the story Eldorado.

My friend added

6 - is a major town, called 'Place of the Earth' (Tlalpan) and has some dramatic scenery. It was the route through which Cortez and his army marched into the valley in 1519.

7 - A temple of the Leopard or rather Panther.  It looked like this

My friend said

7 - is a city called Texcoco, which is also the name of the whole lake in modern histories.. it includes the 'Baths of Hungry Coyote', on a hill overlooking the plain.

the Pink dots on the map show the locations of King eagle nests.  We recorded each one as there were not many of them.  They were so large, that if they did end up landing on the ground they had very much trouble getting up.  To us tehy were really sacred.

Another piece of memory was me as a baby taken to the temple and left to myself for a little as I was sleeping.  I remember playing with 2 snakes that came and cuddled to me.  And my mother freaking out.  This is a picture of Hurceluse and the snakes, but I thought it ratehr worked here.

That was how I was selected as priestess.  Raised acordingly.

Then there was the City build in the centre of the lake.  It was never there, it was made by the aztecs.

I remembered riding the great eagle.

Then I remembered the man that killed me. His name Pedro de Alvarado, the leader of the Spanish armada that came through the mountains.

Their brutality were horrifying, it was even worse than some of the Aztecs.

I remembered his face, I will never forget his face.  And then my friend told me who he was.

Pedro de Alvarado (1485-1541) was a Spanish conquistador who participated in the Conquest of the Aztecs in Central Mexico in 1519 and led the Conquest of the Maya in 1523. Referred to as "Tonatiuh" or "Sun God" by the Aztecs because of his blonde hair and white skin, Alvarado was violent, cruel and ruthless, even for a conquistador for whom such traits were practically a given. After the Conquest of Guatemala, he served as governor of the region, although he continued to campaign until his death in 1541.

In 1518, Hernán Cortés mounted an expedition to explore and conquer the mainland: Alvarado and his brothers quickly signed on. Alvarado's leadership was recognized early on by Cortés, who put him in charge of ships and men. He would eventually become Cortés' right-hand man. As the conquistadores moved into central Mexico and a showdown with the Aztecs, Alvarado proved himself time and again as a brave, capable soldier, even if he did have a noticeable cruel streak. Cortés often entrusted Alvarado with important missions and reconnaissance. After the conquest of Tenochtitlán, Cortés was forced to head back to the coast to face Pánfilo de Narváez, who had brought soldiers from Cuba to take him into custody. Cortés left Alvarado in charge while he was gone.

Temple Massacre

In Tenochtitlán (Mexico City), tensions were high between the natives and the Spanish. The noble class seethed at the audacious invaders, who were laying claim to their wealth, property and women. On May 20, 1520, the nobles gathered for their traditional celebration known as Toxcatl. They had already asked Alvarado for permission, which he had granted. Things soon got ugly, however. According the Spanish, they slaughtered the nobles because they had proof that the festivities were a prelude to an attack designed to kill all of the Spanish in the city: the Aztecs claim the Spanish only wanted the golden ornaments many of the nobility were wearing. No matter what the cause, the Spanish fell on the unarmed nobles, slaughtering hundreds.

Yes and He Killed me PERSONALLY!  THis picture hit that memory very hard

I was not so much desturbed about him killing me, as i have been killed so many times and so brutally, it just dont matter to me, but he killed my to Snakes!!!!

I love them they were the only things of value to me, being trapped in a place forced to live like you were told, and forced, you get to the point where you just go day by day and the litle things matter to you.  Those snakes were my family, my life, protectors, guardians.  HE KILLED THEM!

Thos is where i came, there is more, but I will add it as I feel more inclined to, at this point, I am to much of a mess.

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Tezcatlipoca is the temple of the Pather, this started this memory to become more clear and also the reason why I had it now.

This is the temple I remember as a child, it was the time I played with the 2 snakes that freaked wveryone out.  I was around the age of 4 and not the first time I played witht the temple snakes, as each time I was taken there it was the same.  They sought me out.  it also explain my Feline like form called Anuden.  The priests of that temple was able to shift their form and apearance to look like that, utilising the essence of the jaguar.  Just like I so with my Anuden form.

My friend said:

There are no pyramids today, that i know of, with such a triangular roof. That god had an important place of worship, still famous today.  Where a fountain springs and people dance, and they wear crowns of flowers on their heads, the god is now a black Christ

Me:

The spanish demolished a few of them, using those stone to build with and looking for gold.  Why do invaders always disrespect the things prised by those they invade.

Strangely enough the tree look so familiar, I wonder what the age of that tree is.

The Black Christ

Friend:

The present church and landscape, it is close to the existing jaguar temple, which has pointed thatch for a roof and a snake tongue at the entrance.. and this hall in the back

This is elsewhere on the site.  Now, the story goes that place was founded by 'malinalli', means grass

Malinalco is place of the grass with this glyph..

Me:

But, But ......  the temple I was in as a child with the snakes look exactly like that, Huh?

Friend:

Well.. this was the warrior temple the aztecs had, far as i know, and this is its interior, which ive shown you before

Me: I remember the outside better as we were never allowed in there.  The snakes alwasy came out, and the insides is still fuzzy.  These pictures are making hy heart chakra hurt extremely much

Friend:  There is an old wooden drum that was found there.. lets see if i can find it

Me:  OMG  that... that....  My father carved that, thats why i was there... my mother took him food.  I feel mixed... happy... sad, like wanting to touch it again... I remember sitting and watching my father carve it, he telling me stories about the things he carved... little fingers tracing the lines.

Friend: That exists in a museum today, one of few wooden things to survive.  i keep wanting to go to that museum, but its a bit far and things interfere.

Friend:  Thought that would be relevant.  Ive seen copies of that drum, modern ones used in dances

Me:  That thing still give me shivers.

Friend:  Im wondering if theres some object I know... that would really affect you, would help you turn a corner if you want to...

Me: That is the last memory of my family... that is the last time I was happy... truly HAPPY.   After that, because I played witht he snakes and the snakes could not stay away from me... I never was allowed to see them again.  Ripped...  I feel torn... hurting pain.... the same way I felt on Tuesday, when I said godbye to Zann.

Friend:  There it is, left side, down, second line from the bottom, a red uniform with a pointed hat and black stripes.

Friend: That is the drawing for 'such and such place was conquered' The temple roof toppled and fire all around.  ok, thats some advance.

Friend: The aztecs burnt all previous record books they could find, btw. There is another such book, which i once bought and ive wondered what use it might be

Me:  Mmmm.... The drawings is crude.. but, .... the colors the style...  This is what they wore how they dressed.  I felt sad, alone, abandoned.  That my family did not want me and left me at the temple.  Lost confused.... I feel exactly like that again.

Friend:  But the priests had a lot of power, perhaps that was a part of it.  I read on an article once.. whatever thing the priests wanted, given that they so routinely killed people, anyone around them was afraid to deny it

Me: Lost and confused...  but there is alwasy going to be a mountain and Id want it to move... there is no other way around that.  Guess I am to stupid to realise there is easier ways.

Friend: But would the easier ways achieve all you intend to?

Me: No it would not.  I guess this is where much of what is needed to heal lay, in this memory.  Being chosen and always placed into posisions of great resposibility, I was ripped from those I loved.  Always being left, they turned away, for the desicions I was forced to make, those that love me cant understand the responsibility I have for my path.  I understand why I walk way when I am hurt.  Its easier to remove yourself from feeling left, cast aside, like a ragg. 

Me: Thank you

Friend: Glad to have helped.  Im thinking if theres anything else that could complete the picture.  Im thinking a house would do it, though i dont know of any that were left standing..

Me: GOING HOME... going home, to be welcomed back and not send away again.

Friend: I agree on that one.

Me I dont even have to force feeling or tears now it wont stop. 

Friend: One thought, then... I command,  home!!!

Me: This one, its exact little house with the trees everything. I was taken from there, from love and so much happyness, into riches and what ever my heart could desire.. beauty, gold... I never wanted for anything... but I would walk away from that to have love and happiness again.

That is what Zann was to me... ALWAYS... love and happiness... he was HOME, safety!... and each time just as I find it, and enjoy it, SHE come and take it from me... each time I fight... to hold it

NOW

I sat down, I will not fight no more... time I accept the path I was chosen to walk, and let go of that what is not worth fighting about anymore.  Time I realise that what I seek love and happyness, I already posses in myself towards myself and that home is me.

Not that house...

Going back there... will not bring back happiness and love I once knew and enjoyed...as that has changed... where ever I am, who ever is around that is home.

Its time to accept this is what I am now, going back will not make me happy.  I have to be happy with being this, this person, me. I am chosen to do a job I never intended to do, like so many times in my lifes.... maybe its time to accept that and stop shying away from being all I can be in myself, and still doing what is expected.  Lately I have wanted to run away from who I am... but that will no longer serve me.

So long Zann was the only person that could make me happy truly happy.  I felt loved and treasured... It was home to me.  So when again it was ripped form my grasp... almost reaching home... my whole world chrashed.

So at this point all this made me realise, that Home is where my heart is... Ye the stupid pun we all say so much, but do any of us truly know what home mean.

Realising that I am home, that I cant rely on others to bring me the happiness and love I yearn for.... I already own it.. it is inside myself.  It helped to see WHY I act like I do, why I hurt so much... why I fight so much when I feel that someone threaten the fabric of my happiness.

Yes its stuff I teach and know, but never truly felt and understood inside myself!

This memory just showed, how powerfully your past experiences shadow the person you are today, how the pain and the issues from them grow into demons that haunt you, like a shadow in every life after that, till you finaly stop and face them.  I never melived in past lives and stuff... but I learned that its there and if you belive yourself unaffected by your past... you are very wrong.

Now the healing can start.... where from here is new and uncharted waters... a place unexplored...

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To Soul or not to soul.... The rambling Soul

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When you hold true to the needs of your soul and not of your heart, your path will be the true path you must follow.

 

To hold true to the path that your soul need, will bring opposition from those around you, those that you love and the society you live in. Making you question the path that your soul needs to follow.

 

It is in these times that the voice of soul gets silence by the wants of heart, mind and society.

 

All we ever need is to be who we truly are and not what is expected of us by anyone, not even your guides or those in your life,… to truly understand your soul. All they can do is make you look at certain aspect of what is around you. You have to follow your soul and find who you truly are, not be told you are. By listening to all, then finding it inside yourself.

 

Guides are there to lend you support, tell you what your heart wants to hear, to sooth it so that soul can bring the alignment to your own truth. You will be told many things, called many things, but inside you know who you truly are.

 

The path you must walk can never be understood by anyone except your own soul, at times your heart and mind will be in conflict with your soul. Yet it is when we can truly surrender to the needs of soul that we come into alignment with our true self and true path.

 

It is in the midst of that alignment that our physical body becomes just a vessel that holds the spiritual body and soul. At this time you become soul, as soul is in complete control of your physical body. You learn to feel when you speak, learn to be in harmony with the ether around you. See with the eyes of soul and not that of body.

 

At these times the ones that surround you will wonder who this insane person is, notice how you have changed. As you are no longer bound by the laws of the 3d mind and what you say and do, seem so foreign that it is seen as wrong.

 

At these times when you speak; you speak from soul, and not from mind, then you speak to the souls around you in a language soul understand. It does cause those around you to get angry at you, as when you speak to soul; their soul’s rebels against their heart and mind and cause conflict inside themselves.

 

When soul speaks it use words that bring the conflict in that person, as they are not meant to be 3 different beings… but one. Many do not handle this well as their mind is in such strong control that soul is silenced. And as their soul hear the voice of another soul speak its truth, the other persons soul yearns to be heard as well and then rebel.

 

It changes the reality of the 3d mind. It challenges the proof of mind, with the knowing and feel of soul. I will only say what you NEED to hear not sooth your heart with what you want to hear.

 

In the conscious level knowledge is true, it does not need to be understood and analyzed, it needs to be felt and experienced to be understood. Words on a page bring knowledge, but it need to be aligned with what is in soul to be truly understood.

 

To be all you are on the path meant for you.. is not for any other soul to understand. Yet when other souls see the rise of a soul standing up and firmly holding onto its truth, it brings a yearning to souls that see this. It brings change.

 

You are not the body you walk in and use, it is just the vessel your soul use to learn and to remember. The wants of body is of no importance, but the needs have to be met, in order for the vessel to function.

 

The most important aspect of who you are is soul, THE ONE. The One that is the head; that turn the neck, (heart), for the body to follow the path the ONE need to walk.

 

Truth is soul; soul is all you truly are.

 

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So what are you waiting for, open the door and come home… Children of Soul.

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Usra and Anuden - The Snake and the Cat...

Ursa Slithered up to Anuden and kissed her.

 

10900559691?profile=original"Why would you kiss me snake?" she ask.

"Because you are beautiful!" he answer.

 

"I am just a cat, the cheetha has more beauty, Grace and speed." she answered.

"You are the cheetha Anu." she frowned

 

"No Usra I am... but a humble cat, there is nothing special about me." she sighed.

You are everything the Cheetha are and more to me." he pressed closer to her side.

"Look what is infront of you, dear friend." he wispered,

 

She lifted her head and a massive door filled her sight.  "I see a door Usra."

"Look closer Anu and say hello." He wispered again.

 

She frowned and looked closer, the door changed into a mirror showing her own reflection.

"All I see is me, Usra.  A reflection of me."

"Look closer Anu... Look at what is infront of you." he said.

 

"Anu, all your life you had given all you are to all that needed, with love and compassion.  You gave of yourself so selflessly." he said.

She sighed deeply "Yes, that is have done.. but I do not see what you see."

 

"Look at what is infront of you... look closely." he gently pushed against her.

She growled and her tail twitched, "I still see my own reflection, looking back at me"

 

The snake softly kissed her forehead "Look again, selfless soul, look with your heart."

She closed her eyes, and opened her heart chakra, linking it with her 3rd eye.  Her breathing steady and she felt herself relax.

Usra touched her ear... his voice changed "Open to the flow that is you, that are you, and that is within you and be all there is."  She opened her eyes and looked at the door again.

 

A shimmer rolled over the door, as if a shadow moved over a pond.  Her image change to a pure ball of blue light, and understanding cleared her mind.

 

"All my life I served all with love and compassion, giving to all, every drop of who I am freely and without expecting anything in return.  The only thing I ever asked for is that they be all they can be, within themselves.  But I see now that I never showed myself the same love, understanding and compassion.  I only saw the monster that is me.  I never have loved who I am.  This is what is infront of me. Someone perfect, that love with all she is, give all she is, someone that is beautiful."

 

Tears ran from the cats eyes. "I see my own beauty, speed and grace.  I have never been a monster, but a perfect me, that is all she can be within herself.  Through giving all I am, I give all of my beauty, as well as my love and compassion.  As I have love and compassion for me, I can give so much more, from so much deeper."  She smiled.

 

Usra's head bob up and down.  "As you stand withing your own power and truth, your own beauty, you shine as reflection of all there is.  The love and compassion you hold within, spills over and touch all there is that is in you from so much deeper.  This Anu make you more powerful than you or anyone can ever imagine."

 

Anuden, looked into Usra's eyes and she saw the truth of his words, it mirrored what he souls screamed, and she was to deaf and blind to see it.  She love so much that it hurt, but she never have loved who she is.

 

Usra bowed his head to her "Welcome home, Mother."

 

Anuden kissed his head, tears still streaming down her furry cheeks.  "How had I ever fell out of love for the one I am."

 

Usra smiled and kissed her again. "You are and always will be a reflection of all there is."

 

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A story of love, and a journey to be inside your own power, in service of all there is.

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The Day I fell in love with “The Devil”

The Day I fell in love with “The Devil”

 

One day a long time ago, there was….  Isn’t that how all fairy tales and love stories start.  Well I think I will not do that lets start it like this!

 

The day was extra hot very early.  It was 7am and already sweat was forming on my brow as I loaded “the Madam”.  The destination… Benoni, and a liaison with a sexy hunk of a stallion.  Let’s just hope “Madam” take to this stallion, as she has rejected 4 others.  I sigh as I close the horsebox.  I made a decision to buy a colt as it is expensive to take my 3 little mares to visit the selected hunks.  So I was taking “Madam” along for a liaison with the sexy hunk of a stallion that is also the shire of the colt.  If she does not take to the stallion, the trip was not wasted and the youngster had a companion for the trip home.  This was a very large escapade and costly.

 

I got into the vehicle and started of.  If she does not warm up to this stallion, she would move on to live with my friend.  At least she would have a loving home as my friend adore her, but just want her for a riding horse.  I need a broodmare not another riding horse.  I sigh deeply and check the rear view mirror.  All well.

 

It was a long three hour drive and as we pulled into the farm, the stallion gave me a show, I will not likely ever forget.  He was running and bucking and rearing, in excitement, as he know very well, a strange horsebox meant a visiting Lady. So he did his best to impress.

 

And “Madam” was actually answering his calls, maybe just maybe this will be the one she would like.  We pulled in and off load her, let her rest in a camp next to the Hunk.  A lot of flirting was going on so we left them at it.  Well she did not take to the stallion in the end, and she moved stables.

 

Then it was time to meet the “Colt”.  So the stable hand released the 4 yearling colts, and they came streaking around the corner.  This was the moment I fell in love.  In the front was a smaller colt, Head up nose in the air, bushy mane bouncing and tail Curled over his back.  Nostrils wide, his red chestnut coat gleaming.  High stepping dainty feet.  He floated over the ground in long ground covering strides.  He out paced the other colts in a trot.  It was a sight that took my breath away.

 

They trotted and frolicked around us and then that red gleaming colt, came to a standstill a arm length from me.  Tail still up, little neck arched and nostrils flaring.  His whole attitude was on fire!  Our eyes met and I was lost in the brown eyes that sparkles with life and an inner fire that made me feel something I did not understand.  Looking in his eyes made me want to sing and dance, experiencing the joy that was radiating from him.  We stood like that for a full 5 minutes.  His nostrils flaring as he read my energy and the smell of the stranger staring at him.

 

As I looked at him I saw and felt Fire, not just fire a blaze!  Slowly I extended my hand and he extended his nose, as we touched for a minute, I felt his energy, his vibrant lust for life.  Then he bounded away neck arching, as he danced around the paddock.  All the other colts were standing around, but not him.  It was as if his little body could not contain the fire in his heart.

 

I selected my colt according to bloodlines, but this will be the first time I see him.  His owner looked at me and smiled “Well, which one of these colts is YOUR colt!”  I looked at them and said without hesitation, “That one with the fire radiating from him, there is no question about it, it is him.”  She laughed and said “You are very right!”

 

I asked: What is his name?” The answer Shetan, it means The Devil in Arabic.  I looked concerned for a moment.  She said: “You will have to be firm with him, as he is a lot of horse, even at this age!”

 

Well, I actually almost left him there.  It took 6 grown men to load Shetan, but I just could not leave without him.  So the love affair started with the devil colt.

 

For 5 years he was the axis my live revolved around. Together we learned to get along; slowly I tamed the fire in his blood, and turned it to love.  He was a devil horse, he bit, reared, stomped you, and ran you over. Kicked, and doing anything with him was always a battle of wills.  In the end I sat down in his pasture and stayed there for a whole day. Walking with him, following his every move, I would not quit, I did that for a week, and then he started paying attention. Slowly I learned to use my energy to touch him, without touching him, eventually I could do anything with him. Finally the Devil horse, realized, the value of love, of being touched.

 

Everyone that witnessed that struggle told me to put him down, or sell him. Yet, I could not do that.  In the end I won his heart by loving him, with all I was.  Then at 2 years we were away for a weekend, and they tried to steal him.  He fought them and they left him alone, but they left him with a cracked knee cap.  The vet said, put him down, I refused.  Showed him the gate and said “You do not know anything, piss off!”

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So I stabled him and each day I healed him, with all the love I had.  6 weeks later he could walk.  8 weeks later he was trotting without a limp. A year later he was declared sound, except for a splint, that developed from the blow to the knee.  The horse that would never have run again was floating around the pasture again, the father of 2 gorgeous foals.

 

But he was now called the ugly stallion, as he is not what they would like to use for breeding.  He was too short, at 6 months he ripped open his front end.  It healed with a tiny scar.  You could barely see it, when I bought him, but it stemmed his grow a bit, then the setback with his knee.  So he turned into this wonky stallion. Nothing about him fit together.  Everyone called him ugly, but they could not see him through my eyes.  I saw the fire in his soul, the energy in his movements, and the gentle touch of his love.  No-one saw what I did.

 

At that time my life went to hell in a hand basket, way more that it normally was. I found refuse in the warm neck of a friend, many a day I would burry my face in his mane and share my soul with him, together we came through so much difficulty, so much pain and so much heartache.  Yet we shared the joy of being together, playing together.  The joy of touching in love, the joy of sharing our energy and speaking of the meaning of life.  Sharing special moments.

 

He got himself into all sorts of situation, stuck in a haynet, he would quietly stand there and call out to me, to be rescued.  If he felt sick he would tell me so.  Where I worked in the pastures he followed me like a dog, or play with the shovel, when I put it down.

 

In the end the “Devil” horse became a close friend that shared his fire freely.  Then the day came that the farm was sold and I had no-where to go.  So in the end I had to sell my friend, the fire that help me feel.  It was the worst day of my life.

 

It was hard to see horses on the TV or drive by farms and see them frolic.  3 years passed.

 

Then one day a friend called, “Love you have to come down here, they are going to put your stallion down as he is unmanageable.  No-one can get anywhere near him”.  So I raced down there.  His new owners met me and they were at wits end, they loved him dearly, but after his accident, when he ran into a tree and ripped open his side at night, he wanted nothing to do with any of them.

 

He stood in a smallish pasture, he was healed up, but his soul was hurting.  I stood there by the gate and I wanted to cry, his fire was gone.  He was unhappy, and depressed.  He ignored everyone.  Then I did as I have always done I whistled his special whistle.  He raised his head answered and came running as he always had.  He stopped in front of me looked at me flattened his ears and said “Where have you been.  Why did you leave me?” he turned and walked away.  I was crying, as I felt his anger and pain, and I knew just how hard it had been on him.

 

I walk up to him where he stood with his back turned to me, I circled around and he kept turning his back on me with flattened ears.  He was showing me exactly what he felt.  It hurt, deeply.

 

After the 4th attempt to reach him and he again turned his back on me, I said “FINE, be like that!” folded my arms and turned my back on him.  5 min later he turned around and slipped his head under my arm.  He said: “I still love you, why did you leave me.”

 

It near killed me.  There was not a dry eye at the fence; everyone felt that, and the sheer pain, hit them all hard.  I just wrapped my arms around his neck and cried my heart out.  There I explained why I had to let him go, and why he can’t come home with me.  I convinced him that this was the best place for him now, and that these people also love him.  In the end he understood, he even walked up to them and allowed them to touch him.

 

I told them that he was not a horse, he was used to be treated like an equal, if they treat him like that he will be more giving.  They thanked me and I got in the car with my family and we left.  Shetan watched us go, calling a last good bye.  Inside I felt like the biggest horrid person there is.  Yet I also knew that I can not bring him home.

 

8 months later his previous owners phoned me, they were giving up the farm, and they want me to have Shetan back.  For free.  At that point I was living on a smallholding and I went and fetch him home.  As I lowered the ramp of the box he walked straight in, looked back and said “Come on lets go home.” It was heaven to have him back, with his fire in tact.

 

We again experience the joy of our friendship, and he remembered all our games as if he has never been away.  We played like we always had, and he did the show stance when I asked him to.  Both of us had been through hell, but we found that we have grown, but the joy and pure love we shared was still there.  3 years later, I lost all I had, and I left him with friends, this time I explained everything and Shetan has taken this in stride, he is still with friends, and breeding beautiful babies.  Yet I miss his fire, miss our friendship.  Each time I go to visit, we spend time together talking.  He is content to stay, and I know he is happy.  He is living freely, running with joy and fire in his soul.

 

I know I have to sell him soon, and it is killing me, as I promised I would never sell him again.  Now I have to break that promise again.  It hurt, to know that as much as I love him, I can’t touch his fire as I have done so many times in the past.  I visit him in spirit and we would race together.  Yet that is never the same as running your hand over his muscled body and speaking to an old friend.

 

On this day of love, I wanted to pay tribute to the greatest love I ever experience.  The love of and "animal soul"

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I will always remember the day I fell in love with “The Devil” called Shetan!

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