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I remember what it was like for me, the feelings of hopelessness when at 44 years of age I lost everything I had fought so hard to keep.
My home,my marriage,my businesses,financial security.
The darkness, the fear, the hopelessness.
I was completely unaware of what was happening, who I really was.
Deep asleep in the matrix,completely unaware,in total victim mentality.
Manifesting unconsciously.

Through the darkest pit of my personal hell,I thought of ending my life at times.
But the thought of my leaving my children behind...kept me going,one step in front of the other.
My dark night lasted about four years.

And then one day,(August 25,2011) while standing in my kitchen ,I felt the a thin thread of Light go through my core.
Instantly shifted and remembered.
Became a hermit while I integrated and released,preparing for the shift of 12/21/12.
Fun times indeed...

And now I am reliving the dark night of the soul with so many loved ones whose whole realities are disintegrating.
Because that is what is happening, the energies of higher vibrations are shaking all those around me to the core.
Anything that is not for the highest good of the soul(therefore for all)will not hold.
Has no foundation anymore.

Do you have a job that makes money but you are miserable doing it?
Do you have a house that enslaves you to working in that job?
Possessions that enslave you so they can be maintained?
Hmmmmmmmm,see ya.

Do you have "friends" that are really just using you?
Are you in a relationship that victimizes you and keeps you down?
Nope,not going to continue.
Are you trying to keep it all together, to hold on to money or people or things?
Bye bye.

The releases of issues,places,people and things that are not in alignment with your highest good are gut wrenching.
Even for me ,knowing, as I am conscious, the releases can be dark and incredibly painful.
And I know what is happening.

What about all those around me that have no idea what is happening?
What about our loved ones(the whole world?)
How can I be the light for them?
What can I do to help them and support them?

Everyone's path is their own.
The road to reconnecting to our hearts and remembering is a solitary journey.
I cannot carry their burden upon me.

All I can do is be me.
Trust that whatever information I share,is exactly what is needed at the moment.
Show my love by trusting in my heart that whatever I do, what ever I say, is the perfect thing they need.
Trust myself and the fact that I am in the right place at the right time,for a reason.

It might be telling my incredible,supernatural story.
Or just listening to them.
Or hugging them, holding them as they cry and release.
Giving them permission to cry,scream,yell and kick.
Allow for the anger to release from deep within their wounded souls.
Share information with them about what is happening.

Let them know that if they need anything,I am there for them.
Remind them that they are loved.
Show then that I love them by being there for them.

I feel though that sometimes soul recognition of the light within us is the only thing needed.
Sometimes nothing needs to be done.
Just Be-ing is enough.
And I guess that is how we hold the space of love within our hearts for them.
So that they feel love,whether consciously or not.
They feel the love from us in their hearts.

So when all is said and done...all I can do is love them and trust that how ever that love and support manifests,it is the perfect thing needed to help in the remembering.
Just be.
Trust that the answers will come from my heart.
And love them.

Which is easy because that is who we are.
Love.
Because love is all there is...the highest manifestation of our creation.

But I also need to remind myself that in order to love others ,I need to love myself.
Take care of myself.
Set boundaries,remembering that when we are the light,lost souls will attach to us ,desperately at times...like a drowning man to a life guard...

Know when to leave and replenish and heal myself.
For being dragged into their vibration is not how I can help...allowing others to hurt and take from me is not love.
Cutting all chords,healing,filling myself with Light and shielding is imperative.

Taking baths,showers or being in the water works great for me.
Water has amazing healing and clearing properties...
Spending time in nature...
Listening to what my body needs.
Feeding it as healthy as possible.
Drinking tons of water,as pure as possible.

These are all things I share with everyone else as well.
What's good for me is good for them.

Watching those we love experience their dark night of the soul can be extremely painful.
But then part of me knows that with each enormous release,comes clarity.
With clarity,fear starts to dissipate.
When fear starts to leave,we can hear our hearts.
And when we connect to our hearts,we connect to our Source of all.

And when we do that,we remember who we are.
An aspect,a fractal of the Source of all that is.
The energy of creation,the highest vibration possible.
Love.

And then,when we remember who we are,everything is possible.

The way I see it,if I was standing in my kitchen totally unaware in one instant,and completely awake the next...
if it happened to me,it can happen to anyone.
The shift is happening whether we know it or not.

Have faith.
This will pass.
My heart tells me so.

Shine bright my beautiful family.
We are all beautiful beyond comprehension.

In Light and Love
: )
marie

Wake up Call: Love Speaker, July 01, 13

I Am here today to tell you about something that is taking place in the skies today around your earth. It is a matter of the sameness of the universe coming into being in the skies of your planet. In a way this is a time of coming into unison for the universe. In a way it is a time of all of you coming into unison on earth. It is a matter of all of you realizing that there is something astoundingly different about how you feel and what is taking place around the planet.

For some of you it may be a bit troublesome; worry not for that will pass. For some of you it is for the most part joyful and peaceful. It brings to you the feeling that finally some of your prayers are being answered for peace to come and the unison to be in place firmly and without doubt. It is a matter of you being able to support whatever is taking place on the planet if not with your actions, then with your total and complete feeling of surrender to the Love that is prevalent.

Yes, dear ones, we are finding that the Love of the eternal grace is so much stronger this day than it has been for so long on this planet. We are seeing that there is a deeper sense of what is right for the planet and all life on it. More of you are seeing into the depth of love that is needed and at the same time being expressed. In the animal kingdom, the plants and all of what it is that makes this planet whole and beautiful is expressing forth the love that is predominant in their beingness.

I speak to you now as a body of love, one that is complete in its existence and identity. I speak for all of existence on your planet for I am that which you all are. I have no voice but yours and it comes through many phases in its evolvement. I have no name but yours and is that I am nameless, while at the same time I have the identity of Love, so I shall call myself Love Speaker, for that is what the majority of you are doing in this moment, on some level.

This is what it is going to take for all of you to evolve into the ascended awareness that you are destined for. It is a matter of being able to realize what you are capable of, and to look at the reflections of what you are doing and what it means for your dear planet. You are coming back to yourselves and in the process you are seeing the rights of your existence being reclaimed and brought into the balance that is your destined way of life.

As you go through this process you may find many obstacles along the way. What you will know to do is to take a breath and then feel the love that emanates forth that will take care of the issue and clear the way for your absolute ascension with all others. As this takes place you will see how it works in a deeper way, and you will know what it takes to give of yourself to receive that which is right around the corner for you.

I go now to the corners of your beingness and rest in assurance that you are enjoying the new ride you have chosen. Worry not that others in the world seem to be taking a slower ride, for the choices are what is keeping all in balance while you take your glory to a new height. Rest and be assured that all is in harmony with what you have set into place. Know that the Love that has grown so steadily and surely is the moving force of the deep Love that you are feeling and expressing. You are the Creators of your new world in the essence of The Creator of all that you are and have been from the beginning of Creation in expression.

Blessings to you all, for I speak in your name and the Essence of Love that you are.

Thank you dear Love Speaker,
Love, Nancy Tate

Well at this point, I don't even know what to say...my body is wigging out.
Here are some of the symptoms that I have been experiencing for about the last four weeks...(don't hold me to that exactly, for I have no sense of time...)But it seems like forever...

My sleeping is all over the place.
I either sleep for twelve hours or I sleep for two and can't stay asleep.
I am also starting to wake up again at 2:22 or 3:33...what's up with that???

When I wake up I am so foggy, it takes me forever to get myself going for the day.
I often feel exhausted.
It is hard for me to write, because sometimes I can't seem to string sentences together.
And yes,thank you for spell check...seem to have trouble spelling lately, which is tough when one is a writer lol!

Not remembering any of my dreams(am I even dreaming?),which is very unusual for me.

My body is doing weird things.
My hands and feet go through spells of either freezing or burning up.
Sometimes my entire body will be burning up or freezing.
Hot flashes are back...yay...
I cannot stand the cold, the temperature in my house is like 80 degrees!
And I cannot be out in the sun during the day,it has to be early morning or in the evening.
This is a huge thing for me, for I live at the beach and I am always out in the sun.

Sometimes it feels like my body is vibrating.
It is a very strange feeling.
Other times it feels like I am expanding from the inside out,I feel pressure inside of me and it feels like my energy cannot be contained within me.

My lower back is really hurting me at times.
I have severe pains that come and go...my wrists, my knees,my feet.
It seems for now the headaches have stopped a bit(knock on wood), but the mental fogginess is still there.

Within the last two weeks my eyesight has gotten real bad.
My hair feels like dead hair,icky.
My eyes have gotten greener, where before they were more brown, green,hazel.
I still have emotional releases, but now they are fast and furious and done very quickly.
It seems the emotions are not mine so I just let them flow through me and accept that I am clearing for the collective.

I have difficulty ingesting foods,and there are days when my stomach is so upset...(yucky subject I know, it is what it is)
Sometimes I wake up and my stomach is so bloated.
I am back to seriously craving protein, but I cannot eat meat.
I can only eat small portions.
I get sudden waves of nausea,so severe it makes me gag.

I cannot be in large crowds,(again!)I need to be alone it seems to function at this time.
I also have intense DISGUST for lower energies,lower consciousness,and those people at that vibration.
I have to voice my anger and disgust over all things negative it seems.
I cannot put up with it, cannot look away,cannot accept it.
I have to speak up.
I cannot stand to see anyone being victimized.(Hello my divine masculine!)

Now for the yummy list...

When not experiencing these things,my body feels great,honestly lol!
I look younger.My body is shaping up and changing and I feel strong.
I feel at peace,an inner knowing that everything is exactly as it should be for my body and for myself,and for all of us
.
I have lost weight(on the scale)and I am the lightest I have ever been I think, but look very healthy.
I am happy and feel so loved.
Just walking around makes me happy.
I also feel full of hope.For me, my life and for this beautiful planet.
I am connecting to others who are awake and are like minded.

I have periods of extreme clarity,where I see what I need to do,and how I need to do it.
Things I didn't know I knew seem to pop up when I need the information...an expansion of inner knowing.
I feel energy of people and words and places, discernment has become very easy for me, as I have learned to completely trust my inner knowing.
I love,love,love being in nature and it fills me up!

I instantly know when I am no longer in the flow and it is easy for me to get back to where I need to be.
I have no problem with letting people, issues, ideas go if they are not for the highest good.
Those that are in my life truly love me and accept me.

I feel awe and such deep gratitude for being here at this time to see this shift happening inside and outside of me.
I am also so grateful that my body is still hanging on and making this shift,as soooo many around me are crossing over.
I am sure there are more delightful symptoms,but this is what I can come up with now.

Yes certain aspects of this shift are very dark and very difficult, but the rewards are immense and incredible.
Best advice I can give?
Take care of your bodies, love,love,love yourselves,and talk to your bodies.
I do it out loud, telling my body thank you for hanging on,for still being here, and tell it that it is doing great and I love it...
I take a lot of salted baths and drink a lot of water.
(Lately I have been craving lemonade too)
I also tell it that just because it is a new experience,(these intense energies), it does not mean we are sick and things are not ok.

We are one-Me,my body... and all of us.
We are all connected through our hearts to our beautiful Source, and the love from within all of us is expanding to our world.
Is making and enormous difference in this shift.
We are SO loved and we ARE love, for love is all there is.

In Light and Love and in deep gratitude to be sharing this path with my beautiful light family.
We are doing this, there is no going back, AND we are doing a beautiful job!
Shine Bright!
Love Big!
Rock On!
: )
marie

TRINITY MEDITATION NO. 593
Lord Ashtar
To Begin Monday, July 1, 2013

Greetings! Ashtar here once again. You have received quite a download of energy during the past two weeks of your timing, have you not? And, of course, these energies will continue; but with the help of our groundcrew these energies can be integrated much easier by the Earth as well as mankind. For as we've stated many, many times…Love creates the Golden Pathway that brings with it the energy of Grace, allowing the integration to proceed in a more smooth manner. 

Now, let's talk about the weather, shall we? The weather is something all of you seem to speak of when not knowing what else to say. But we are going to speak of the weather as to how it pertains to the ascension processes of the Earth herself. And there is much going on with your weather, is there not? Some areas are dealing with flooding while others areas suffer from lack of rain; other areas are being pummeled by heavy winds that you call hurricanes or typhoons, and still other areas are erupting into flames. All of these, my brothers and sisters, are but the Earth's way of releasing denser energies from her surface. Some energies are simply blown away, others are washed away, some are shaken off through the process of earthquakes, and still others are burned off. And although some of her methods cause discomfort or inconvenience to those dwelling on her surface, none of them…none…are meant as a punishment to mankind. They are simply removing energies…many from millennia ago…that your Earth Mother is choosing to release as she continues her ascension processes. 

During your next meditation the Eagles are being asked to send the energy of Love to those places on the planet that are undergoing these releases through one of the methods we have spoken of. You do not have to know an exact geographical area; simply state your intent that the energy of Love goes to the areas where this cleansing is taking place. That will be for the first five minutes of this meditation.

For the second five minutes of the meditation you are send the energy of Love through the Human Grid, to the heart of every man, woman and child. The sometimes extreme changes going on with the weather has created some fear in the hearts of many, and it is the energy of Love that brings Healing and displaces this fear energy. 

For the last five minutes of this meditation you are asked to then turn your focus to the Earth herself, sending her the balm of Love as well as your gratitude. And forget not to stay grounded to the body of the Earth; for where she goes, you shall surely follow.

My love to all of you. I AM Ashtar.

TRINITY MEDITATION NO. 593
Lord Ashtar
To Begin Monday, July 1, 2013

Greetings! Ashtar here once again. You have received quite a download of energy during the past two weeks of your timing, have you not? And, of course, these energies will continue; but with the help of our groundcrew these energies can be integrated much easier by the Earth as well as mankind. For as we've stated many, many times…Love creates the Golden Pathway that brings with it the energy of Grace, allowing the integration to proceed in a more smooth manner. 

Now, let's talk about the weather, shall we? The weather is something all of you seem to speak of when not knowing what else to say. But we are going to speak of the weather as to how it pertains to the ascension processes of the Earth herself. And there is much going on with your weather, is there not? Some areas are dealing with flooding while others areas suffer from lack of rain; other areas are being pummeled by heavy winds that you call hurricanes or typhoons, and still other areas are erupting into flames. All of these, my brothers and sisters, are but the Earth's way of releasing denser energies from her surface. Some energies are simply blown away, others are washed away, some are shaken off through the process of earthquakes, and still others are burned off. And although some of her methods cause discomfort or inconvenience to those dwelling on her surface, none of them…none…are meant as a punishment to mankind. They are simply removing energies…many from millennia ago…that your Earth Mother is choosing to release as she continues her ascension processes. 

During your next meditation the Eagles are being asked to send the energy of Love to those places on the planet that are undergoing these releases through one of the methods we have spoken of. You do not have to know an exact geographical area; simply state your intent that the energy of Love goes to the areas where this cleansing is taking place. That will be for the first five minutes of this meditation.

For the second five minutes of the meditation you are send the energy of Love through the Human Grid, to the heart of every man, woman and child. The sometimes extreme changes going on with the weather has created some fear in the hearts of many, and it is the energy of Love that brings Healing and displaces this fear energy. 

For the last five minutes of this meditation you are asked to then turn your focus to the Earth herself, sending her the balm of Love as well as your gratitude. And forget not to stay grounded to the body of the Earth; for where she goes, you shall surely follow.

My love to all of you. I AM Ashtar.