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It is so easy for me to tell you all about who I was.
In fact,there are times when I still grieve that person.
Who I thought I was.
Or maybe I grieve the comfortable me, the one I believed I was until 2 years ago.

Ask me now...and I have to pause before I answer you.
This new me has not settled into a comfortable me, for I am constantly changing.
Doesn't look like it is going to change anytime soon, in fact I seem to be accelerating...

For truly I don't know who I am becoming.
I mean I know many aspects of my self, and I am now also aware of the limitless me...the aspect of me that is connected to all.
That new me cannot really be grasped by my mind or these words.

But this new me, this physical me,I don't know yet.

Since this last huge energy alignment,all my senses have expanded.
My ability to read the energy all around me.
In all different ways.

This article resonated for me...
http://www.multidimensions.com/CommPortal/commportal_arc2_step16_2.html

Who am I becoming?

I am navigating the world completely differently than how I used to before awakening.
My mind has become more of a logical,silent partner of sorts.
Reading energies and making decisions on what I should do by the way it feels to me is how I live now.
My body has all different kinds of signals it gives me.
If it elevates the energy,raises the vibration of a person,place thing or situation,then I get goosebumps everywhere.
If it is really high,my crown tingles.
I see number sequences.(111,222,333...)
My ears itch and ring.
Instant antenna.

If it lowers the vibration,I gag or feel nausea.
If it is a person I see like a film of gray fog over their aura...
Or a very strong inner feeling tells me to not go in there,if it is a location.
If the food is not good for me, I feel nausea, and I can't eat it.
This is happening more and more, I think my body guides me awayfrom GMOs.
I have not been able to put fluoride in my body since my awakening, for the same reason.

My body signals me what I should eat.
And if I eat it anyways(I can be stubborn) then it shows me unhappiness.
Trust me, not good.

The weird thing is that this is starting to feel normal to me.
These extra senses that seem to be expanding, this way of feeling the world.
Living my life by feeling my path,instead of logically making it...
Seeing the world with my inner vision through my heart.

And yes of course...as always.
Inside of me there has been fear as my gifts awaken.
Where is it,where is it?

Ahhhhh,there it is.
The fear of the unknown.
Of the (un)human I am becoming.
Maybe with it comes the fear of being persecuted because of my gifts.(Past life stuff...have memories of being burned for being a healer)

These fears had been hanging around lately.
Been doing a lot of internal work trying to understand the core of my fear.
I think I figured it was my mind trying to project who I will become.
It had me becoming a monster of sorts...all programming that had to be released.
Fear of the unknown.

And the programming that somehow having "gifts" is tied to the dark...
My mind cannot do unknown.
Unable to do so as I step into the unknown,it has finally become quiet.
Accepting.

Today I woke up and somehow the fears are gone.
These new aspects of myself are here to stay.
I accept them as the new me.

I don't know what the future holds for me.
I live in the now and so the future is the now for me...my past is but a distant memory,yes it was my life but it no longer has a hold over me.
All I can control is my reaction to this moment.
The decision I make is where I direct my thoughts and my energy.
That decision now comes from my heart.

Many of us seem to be developing extra sensory perceptions.
As we expand, how can we not?
These are all part of who we are,we just did not have access to these gifts of ours before.
Now we do.
The more we remember,the more gifts we activate.
For they have always been there, they were just not available to the level of consciousness which was being experienced.

I am becoming a new human.
One that has extra sensory perceptions and easily sees the truth of any situation.
One to which deceit and lies are as clear as the light of day.
One who has access to infinite knowledge by just asking for it.
One who understands energy and how to use it.
One that lives from their heart.
One that is connected to the higher realms,with endless assistance,support and tools.
One who remembers that I am so much more than this beautiful vessel for my soul,which in itself is a miracle.

I accept whatever I become,for the highest good.
I hope all find peace in their journey as I am blessed to feel.
I hope all connect to their heart who wish it so.
Thank you my light family for sharing this amazing journey with me.
You are always in my heart, for indeed in our hearts we are one.

Who are you becoming?

In Light and Love
marie