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Ms Hippie Love Child gets physics?
The writer, the painter, the super artistic me?
Tripping the Light Fantastic with the left brain?
Who knew?

My awakening was spontaneous, I went from thinking I was a physical being having a religious experience, to knowing ,the next instant, that I was an Aspect of my Source, having a physical experience.
During my illumination experience I had many visions and what I call my first conscious download.

It felt like the top of my head had rolled back and a ton of information was dumped in.
You know those elevators that come up from under ground in the major cities like NY?
You are walking and in front of you a top flips up and opens to let the elevator at street level.
Except when my "top" opened up, it was slow and rusty and squeaky...

But nonetheless, download I got.
Physics and math manual.
I had managed in my stellar scholar career to miss math altogether,except statistics in college(which I called sadistics)in which I think I barely passed.
Math(and anything associated with it) had never been my friend.

I came to the U.S. when I was ten, not speaking english.
Was put in school in 5th grade and totally immersed.
Sink or swim baby.
Thank god I am an excellent swimmer.

Except for math.
For fifth grade math is tricky.
New concepts.
My math teacher would stand at the board and explain how she went from point a to point b.
Except I didn't understand a flippin' word and so I made up my way to the answer.
Then I would take a test and give her the correct answer but not get there the way she wanted me to get there.
I think she probably still thinks I was cheating lol!

So my math foundation was all goobered up, and I was not interested at all in math, chemistry or physics or anything having to do with math.
Plus when I looked at numbers they would flip around in my head.
Numbers were never linear to me, if that makes sense.
Loved geometry though. : )
Used to doodle sacred geometry as a child without any knowledge of what it was.

Adhd ended for me when I experienced my awakening.

So imagine my surprise when along with divinity, down into my consciousness came a broad understanding of math,and also of sound,vibration,magnetism,color rays and vibration,electricity and polarities,the Law of Attraction, frequencies,Physical Laws of Creation(Quantum physics)...stuff I had no idea existed, nor had I ever,in all my life,had any interest in whatsoever.
Lots and lots of information got dumped in on that day, which has taken me almost two and a half years to integrate and fully understand.

And I am still so surprised.
Tickled really.
Who knew there was so much science in divine creation?

It's like a perfect balance between Source and the Earth.
(Like the balance that is occurring in my left and right hemispheres of my brain,and manifesting itself physically in my life.)
(Between my Heart and my Mind)
Just think...all the precise "engineering" and "building" needed to create a physical realm which is stable and dense...
The Laws of Creation themselves completely stable in their precise,divine concreteness.
All the Individual Sparks of Source involved in the creation of a dimension...a physical realm...the enormity of it...

Makes perfect sense now to me.
In order to create a physically dense and stable dimension, many"scientific"creators had to be involved in setting up such Laws of how the Universe will work.
Otherwise there is chaos.
Which is fine if that was the intent, but in physicality there has to be concreteness for the density to "stick" together sort of speak.
And so you have math,and chemistry and physics, the laws that govern physicality...and yes there is still chaos bouncing about to initiate change and growth, but it is contained within the Laws as well...or so this is how I understand it.

So I am connected to my heart, and yet my brain is really humming.
Like the cobwebs have been finally cleared out.
For today, there seems to be a different kind of balance between my mind and my heart.
That's today.
Tomorrow, who knows where the heck I will be?

Enjoy today my light family.
After all this world, this creation,is for us to experience and all we have is this moment, this now.
The choice is ours how we do it.
How we choose to move through this amazing creation that is earth.
Through the Heart.
Through the Mind.
Through Both.
All Ways lead back to our Source.

There is no denying the Divine Spark Within Us which reminds Us of Home.

In Light and Love
marie(wearing scientific hat today((somewhat))