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I can only say that I am frying in these energies.
And so are so many around me.
Extreme situations are occurring,at all levels.
I keep envisioning cream coming to the surface when being boiled...

I am blowing everything electronic.
The energies are so intense that I constantly ground and ground and ground...yet I am still so charged.
Amazing synchronicities are occurring for me and problems that I did not know how I could handle, somehow are untangling themselves.
At incredible speeds.

I am leaving everything that WAS not for the highest good of all,behind.
Everything.
And everyone.
Even loved ones.
Completely emotionally disconnected, they no longer have any hooks into which to hook into me.
I feel as if I am somehow floating above it all,watching,experiencing.

I feel such love but in a very different way.
As if it just flows and envelops,but it has no conditions.
It just is how I feel.
With no past stories to connect to,no emotions tied to people or experiences,the past seems to be gone.
I can look it up as needed, but it does not emotionally trigger me in any way.
I just feel love.

Inside of me I feel a vast emptiness.
Empty -it feels like a massive void.
Empty yet filled.
With peace.
Gratitude.
Love.
Hope.
All that good stuff.

I feel that as soon as I finish my "clean up", I need to go into it.
(-into that void-with no baggage- )
For I feel there are massive discoveries that are within, beyond my ability to comprehend yet, but soon I feel I will...
Spiritual emptiness...disconnected to this earth yet so connected to my Source.
And yet still here connected to the earth.
Very strange feeling, so peaceful,so different.

This must be what it feels like to be a drop in the ocean...
I also feel purpose now.
Purpose has been missing for a while, it seems for the last two years I have been waiting...waiting for some sort of purpose while I cleared and cleared and cleared...
Purpose.
This is new.

I have accomplished in about a week something that has been dragging me down for years.
Where did this purpose come from?...
I feel it has something huge to do with this moon and these energies that are blasting us at the same time.
Oh yeah and then there was the eclipse...
(Celestial happenings orchestrated to all slam into our earth all at the same time with a very specific purpose.)

I connected to my Source,to all my light family with the purest intentions in my heart for the highest good.
I said ,"I need help.Please.It is time.I cannot continue like this."
And then I expected it, kinda like miracles.
And then I watched help appear.

Not how I thought...not who I thought...not at all,yet so beautiful in its crazy,creative way.
I have literally cleaned out a basement full of the last twenty years of my life that has been following me from move to move simply because IT was too painful to go through it all.
A basement, with no windows,surrounded by painful things full of memories.
To say it was heavy there in that dark space is an understatement.
You can imagine why I have been putting off doing this for years...

Add to this the fact that my heart and throat chakras,filling with these intense blue ray energies,(the energies of cutting and releasing), are "demolishing" impurities in my lungs and heart and throat area.
At all levels.
The crap that is coming out of my lungs is scary.

The cough is violent, and of course it helps to get all the junk out.
I have lost my voice much of the time.
No fever.
Some sort of vibrational flu maybe, like the one that went around the world during that 12/21 energy blast.
These expanding energies really mean business.

I am not eating much, drinking a lot of water and juices.
But my body feels energized.
Like the bunny.

Elevator is going up only,no changing of direction.
The planet's vibration is rising and affecting everything.

Through it all I am amazed at the divine,stair step process,of uniting a race.
The consciousness of the planet is expanding in this evolutionary shift,and it is occurring one soul at a time.
One heart connecting and remembering the Source of All, becoming One once again.

The funny thing is, I have never felt more alive and yet so not quite human,(starseed I am)...for it seems the way I used to be human has completely changed.
I now navigate the world be feeling my heart and the energy all around me.
All my senses continue to expand.
I have become a mixture of science and spirituality.
And as I accept this new way of being, my faith grows.

Faith that there is so much more than I can even begin a imagine.
So many options on how to begin to solve the problems which we, as an "unconscious" collective ,have created.
Shifting to a "conscious" collective so that we can solve our problems from a higher consciousness than the one which created the problems.

And I now believe that if I ask for help, I will get it.
It will unfold.
I can't deny it.
I have seen it happen too many times.

So I guess inside this empty vessel I have become, there is faith and love and gratitude.
And with those three powerhouses fueling me, I believe anything is possible.
Everything.
Because if I found the strength to go through that basement, I know I can find the strength to do whatever comes my way.
All I have to do is ask, expect and receive, while staying connected through my heart to my Source.

Have faith my light family.
A miracle is always just an instant away.
All we have to do is ask and believe.

In Light and love
marie