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I know that I am like so many here.
Lost everything.
Marriage.
House.
Businesses.
So many I thought were friends.
Went through my dark night of the soul.

Coming out of it now.

And now?

New town because I was relocated by what I call the powers that be...ultimately my Source,but all the "me"s in between...
New house.
Knew like four people when I first moved here.
Seems I left almost everyone and everything behind that was my old life.
My life before I felt the Light go through me.

Came out of my dark night with a lot of cleanup to do.
But somehow a new life is forming before me.

A blank slate.

A have a beautiful little house which is a miracle.
Whenever I doubt the fact that I am taken care of, I just step into my house.
I am safe and happy there.
My little piece of heaven.
Getting my little house to where I could actually live in it has been my love for this past year and a half.
It will be finished by the end of August.

Now I need to figure out my next loves.
Gotta form some sort of company so I can make a living doing something I love.
I mean absolutely lovelovelove.
To where everyday feels like a play day and yet I am getting money from it.
To me that is the key to a successful business.
I can't work for somebody else, they would fire me within the hour...if not sooner...

I want to help others too.
Show my love that way.
Right now I got a million ideas but don't know a thing.
In fact I have no idea what I am doing.
No clue.

I also need new friends to love who follow their heart.
And new places that I will love to go and explore.
And a loving partner who feels as I do.
And of course those that are still in my life now meeting all my new loves...that is exciting too.

These are all my next loves.

This is the only plan I have.
I know that a loving life is forming for me, one very different from the other life, the other world...
It feels right.
And makes me smile just thinking about all the new new loves that will be coming into my new life.

I guess the plan I signed up for was the:
I will lose everything at 45 years of age that was not from the heart.
Leave all fears behind.
Remember how to listen to my heart.
Connect to my Source.
And start a new life,following my heart and helping those around me do the same.

Sounds like a good plan.
Rediscovering love.
Second chances.
Finding inner peace while living in a barbaric world.
Choosing to only have in my life those that feel as I do and follow their hearts.

I thank all for this amazing chance to start a new life.
I understand why it all had to go away.
To make room for love in my life.
And I know that all my next loves will soon be here.
Because there is a lot of room in my life now.

My heart tells me it is time to start to BE now, instead of waiting for tomorrow.
This shift of consciousness to heart based is stair steps at a time.
The vibration of a 3d planet, and its collective, cannot be raised overnight without cataclysmic results.
It must be done gradually.
One soul at a time.
Being what we truly are...aspects of Source,fractals of the Creator,children of God...(the term does not matter),once we remember who we are,we just need to be and trust the divine process.

We all deserve to have love in our lives.
We just have to believe it.
Abundance also applies.
For love is abundant and ever expanding.
Like us.

In Light and Love
marie