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I had trouble understanding certain things so I sat down as asked the Almighty to please explain it in words that I can understand!

I sort of get it now, but it does still seem unreal at times! Some of it really made me go, there is now way that that can be true! So please just take from this what you feel is appropriate or relate-able.

I asked him to speak slowly, I needed to write this down! I forget to fast, then I can read it again and maybe understand. This was his words:

"You are God and God is You!"

"I will try to explain this in terms that you will understand child, then I hope that you can understand it better."

"When creation started, Energy was the first thing to start. Energy is what is needed to create anything. Energy is all and nothing, it can not be explained."

"Energy is called GOD! Gamonn Odanus Dastus. It means: "All that is, are ME!""

"Energy became the The One GOD. Energy (The One God) created you, you became a co-creator. Let me explain that. Some could create others, they became GOD's, some are still young creators and has not started creating yet."

"You created yourself, or was created by another, but you can not exist without Energy (the One GOD)"

"Anything can only be created through energy, making you part of Energy (The One God). You can not say Energy (The One God) did not create you, He did, through you!"

"You are a co-creator with Energy (The One God)! You can only create through Him, you can only exist as part of Him. In this way we are all part of Energy (The One God) and one another!  He also exist as part of you."

"What we do ripple out into the universe and affect someone out there no matter if it is on another planet, realm or plane."

"By being you, you are GOD and He is you! He is not this person sitting on a throne somewhere out there, looking down on you, ready to smite you down. He is part of you, He is you as you are Him!"

"You can't hide from Him and you can't be without him. He is all that is and ever was."

"The secret is this, and if you understand this you can really become anything!"

I looked at Him and my heart and soul and mind started to talk at once! My mind reeled!
I said to him that of all that he said I think I understand this:

My words:

"Father, I understand something more about all this. You made me as a co-creator to my own life! I am responsible for my own life and I have to respect You as part of myself and more! If we create our lives, we must create through The One God to manifest what we need. If we create through ourselves and we create without the other Creator, we are creating through our own EGO or own self! That brings forth selfishness and the big "I". It places the focus on "I" as the important person that are not. When you create through The One God, you create love, sharing, humility and humbleness. Achieving the goal bring a feeling of love that you only experience through the One God, by truly co-creating with The One God, you reach a new level of consciousness that make you and Him one, therefor aligning Him, you and your need! In this way you will find that you will be more successful in achieving your needs!"

Me "Is this what you mean Father?"

The One laughed "Yes child, it seem that you are starting to understand, that are more than what most can comprehend! You have reach this point, faster than most, for that I am glad, as you will soon need all I can teach you!"

Me: "I will think on this some more! I have a feeling, the next lesson will be harder!"

The One: "Yes child, the next lesson, will force you to accept the past, learn from it, and move on. You will also learn to open your soul to love again! It will be a hard lesson indeed!"

I bowed my head, I already know, this will not be fun! Little in my life ever is! That is why I find amusement in the smallest thing, it makes my suffering a little lighter for that minute! I sighed glumly!

The One: "Child, You have all you need inside you to succeed! All you need, is to listen, to your soul! That is another hard lesson to learn! When you need it, I will give you strength!"

Me: "Thank you father! I will prepare!"

I got up and left! Fear were already gripping my heart! This will be hard and this will hurt very much. As much as I dislike crying, I have a feeling soon I will cry a lot!

This vision was a long time ago, and YES! I suffered greatly, and cried a lot, but in the end! I learned that lessons! He also did lend me strength when I was nearly at the end of my own!

This path I am on, had never been sprinkled with flowers, only thorns, rocks and blood, lots of blood. What made it easier to bear, was the wild flowers that sometimes grow next to the road. Their beauty and fragrance making all the suffering, a little easier to carry, a little aromatherapy for my soul!

In the end I will get where I need to be! Where ever that is!