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These of course are just my thoughts...

I'm not really keen on the word "ascension".
Touches that nerve of religion that is within me.
I know,need to keep working on it...

I was raised catholic in Argentina,trust me,my latina family was the ultimate catholic.
My aunt had MET the pope and he had blessed a vial of water that sat honorably on her altar in her bedroom.
Oh yes an altar IN HER BEDROOM.
Kinda spooky actually.
This made her extremely important to her parish...

I can't tell you the number of times I would think about drinking it and then refilling it with regular water...
I knew NOBODY would know but me.
I would hold it and look at it, and wonder how a man could BLESS the water.
Trying to see if it was any different looking...imagine what consuming the whole bottle would feel like...would it make me an angel?
What made him have that power?
And why would god give all that power to one man?
Of course I could never speak of my thoughts, for at that point I honestly was tired of being beaten,especially by nuns, for my "outrageously devilish thoughts..."
And coming from such an exemplary catholic family none the less...

But I didn't drink it, for somewhere within me the idea of hell had been planted by my religion and at ten years of age the verdict was still out...
I couldn't take the chance...just in case...lol.

Oh yes she had a little shrine in the corner of her bedroom.
With one of those kneelers, so she could pray on her knees everyday.
When she wasn't in church.
My friday nights consisted of rosaries.
And no meat.

My whole family took getting to heaven very seriously.
Followed all the rules of the church to ensure the ultimate goal.
Dying and going to heaven.

Where we would all meet and then do I don't know what.

And so in a way they were living their lives in the future.
Earth was just a nasty road you had to get through to get to heaven.
Heaven was their proverbial carrot.

Somehow always out of reach,keep trying,a goal that was to be achieved afterwards.
Tomorrow.
When I die.
If I am good.
SOON.

So now I see the word ascension all the time.
Which to me just means raising vibration.
And to which religions have taken such a strong hold of...

The dictionary says:

ascend  

verb (used without object)
1.to move, climb, or go upward; mount; rise: The airplane ascended into the clouds.
2.to slant upward.
3.to rise to a higher point, rank, or degree; proceed from an inferior to a superior degree or level: to ascend to the presidency.
4.to go toward the source or beginning; go back in time.
5.Music. to rise in pitch; pass from any tone to a higher one.

The way I understand things everything is in this moment and in this space.
So 1d is overlayed by 2d overlayed by 3d overlayed by 4d...like clear films one over the other over the other, separated by vibrational frequencies,veils so to speak.
Each dimension a different vibration or frequency and infinite possible timelines.

So 5d is here.
And so is 6 and 7 and 8...Everything is here, I just don't have the same level of consciousness as the higher dimensions.
My frequency and vibration dictates the reality I live in.

These dimensions are accessible to me by raising and lowering my vibration,my frequency,my consciousness.
They just are.
Always there.
It is me(my separate consciousness within one)that moves back and forth between them by being aware and conscious.
And of course my own vibration has to match that of the dimension I am trying to get to...

That's where it gets tricky.

As I raise my vibration,I expand my mental capacities to understand these complex ideas of time and space and dimensions and frequencies...
My emotional body becomes more balanced so I gain further clarity by strengthening my connection to my Source which is within me and accessible through my heart.
My heart, the umbilical cord to my Source and to Universal Truth.
This in turn strengthens my physical body as more dna is activated within me, my extra sensory perception.
So now I am navigating the world with extra tools to raise my vibration.

And as I raise my vibration ,I ground my light into the earth and support the earth in raising its vibration.

Now before my awakening this knowledge was not known to me at that level of consciousness.

Now it is.

So my consciousness has ascended and is ascending every instant I am on this earth at this time.
My ability to raise my consciousness,my vibration,to be open to it and the truths it brings,is constant.
My life on earth ,all experiences to help me to expand and experience new.
To experience what love is not.

So everybody seems to want to "get to" 5d.
Oh boy, another carrot.

Remember 12/21/12?
That was a big carrot wasn't it?
It set up all kinds of expectations.

I think each soul ascends at its own pace and there is nothing I can do to accelerate any other one.
All I can do is choose to raise my vibration,everyday,by making decisions from my heart.
For me, I have "ascended" a bit higher today than I did yesterday.
Tomorrow I will ascend a bit more than today...
The ascension timeline is incredibly personal and private.

It is an amazing experiment, the raising of the consciousness of a PLANET.
We must make the step one soul at a time.
For if the frequency is raised too quickly,it can break apart the denser frequency...a planet can be destroyed.
A whole race can be wiped out.
I think I have been there...done that.

So I guess I am tired of waiting for "SOMETHING TO HAPPEN"
Tired of that carrot.
Waiting to "ascend".

I have raised my vibration enough to where I have the ability to make things happen,instead of waiting.

Waiting period is over.

To me: We have all "ascended" and will continue to do so every day we live on this earth.
For the vibration of the planet is rising, I see it, know it,feel it and sense it,accept it and believe it.
To me those who choose to be awake are all in the ascend timeline.
And those that choose to experience the death of a planet are in a descend timeline.

How it will play out,I don't know.

I feel it is time to live my life NOW and no longer look to tomorrow and the heaven that awaits...
I am a lightworker and a starseed with infinite tools,support and love.
And I am here now with the ability to raise my vibration and support and help the vibration of the planet.
My heaven is here, for my light shines brightly enough to allow me to see it,to feel it and to sense it and accept it.
It has been in my heart all along.
No need to chase the carrot anymore.

Shine bright my family.
It is quite the amazing trip and I am so thankful to be sharing this path with you.
Know you are in my heart at all times, for through our hearts we are one.
We are awake and have become an unstoppable force of change which can no longer be contained.
Time to fly.

In Light and Love
marie

I guess this is what happens when we focus too much on the carrot...our perspective narrows and we miss the big picture...we become "Carrot Crazy" as this video shows...