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I have noticed so many around me that are consciously anchoring the new vibrations and frequencies of the planet, that are literally asking to exit, to leave, they are so tired and just need a break.
Even with the shift being noticed by them...they still are asking to leave, or get a walk in to keep going.
Lightworkers are tired.

Nothing makes sense.
Our bodies are creaking and moaning from all the symptoms associated with raising our vibration, expanding our hearts,our
consciousness.
Many of us pretty much have left whole lives behind.
Friends, loved ones.
Homes,businesses.
Financial stability.
We don't fit in, we know too much(how does one unknow something...?)
We can't stop from going forwards.

We are now part of the flow, there is no going back.

The emotional releases are very hard.
The physical symptoms can knock us out for days sometimes.
The mental deprogramming is such hard work.
The ways we spread the light during our waking moments are constant.
And that is just our waking days, god only knows what all we are doing in our sleep time when we exit...

Do we rest at all? Ever?

I mean honestly,how many of us can function in society as it is today?

I know I can't.
Nor do I want to.
I don't fit here, I don't fit there.

I too have many times thought I could not go on.
Screamed in anger that I have had enough!
I want out now!
Completely broken down and hopeless.

And yet I am still here.

I know things seem to be at the lowest point.
Looking outside of myself,I see so many unsurmountable problems, such enormous foes to overcome.
But things are never as they seem in this world.
That is something I have learned.
Things are never as they seem.

There is a very different energy that is running through the grid right now,more complex, higher vibrational, more clear and definitely fluid.
The flow has truly become the flow.

(I am a grid worker, I feel the energies of the grid, and transmute through my heart the denser energies,((especially emotional energies))raising the vibrations and frequencies of the grid as the energies flow through me...)I then anchor the energies into the crossing ley lines.
I feel the grid very differently than others,(I guess that is because how I see it fits my "job" lol) but then we all feel everything differently from one another, why would we duplicate experiences?
I know that this difference i feel is really big,and I know that many feel it too.

There is a fluidity to the flow that was not the same before...
And you know how water is, it will go where it will go and take along with it all in its way.

I feel that we have all(yes all of us) been transmuting the energies and emotions and actions that were of lower vibrations that were running through the grid.
But this time was different than before, this was like tar and slush, the sticky kind, and it required a lot of work, for we are now transmuting deep energies that have indeed become very dense.
They don't want to go.
Like it there.
Made themselves comfy.

Gotta scrub extra hard.
Which is always difficult when one is tired and all they really want is to sleep.

So I guess I am writing this today to say that yes I know all are tired.
But there is change happening and we can all feel it,one way or another.
Our hearts,battered and bruised know we are making a difference at this time,all of us together...
Somewhere within us is a tiny little voice,for some it is louder than for others,but if we stop...
I know we all hear it,feel it...if we really stop,there is hope within us,again more for some than for others...but it is there.
Ultimately when we hear our hearts,we hear truth.
The truth unveiled.

We need to go within,hear our hearts and feel our world.

Hear our truth.

We feel the difference now, our hearts are indeed all connected, all one.
And so we will get past this.
Because our hearts are guiding us.
And when we hear our hearts and connect one to another, we are unstoppable.
At least that is what I feel is my truth.
What my heart says.

In Light and Love and full of Hope
marie