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You will start to feel something unfamiliar to your heart and mind, peace. You will have "lost" moments when you cease to worry of the familiar territory that was "how" and "why" in your life. These elements of control you had placed in your logical mind to keep you constantly burdened with how to make things happen and how to keep your life happy will not work for you any more dear one.
That might be a frightening statement when your teaching has been to be the logical "grown up" who needs to be almost a director of events that happen around you.
What happens now you ask? Well first of all everything will start to slow down, and for this you will be thankful. 2011 and 2012 had been like a speeding car travelling with you in it to a destination of great importance. When you reached that destination there might seem to be a bit of an anticlimax. This is the Wave of Ascension. See it as a wave in the ocean where you were being drawn to the shore by these huge mountainous structures of energy. You might even call it a Tsunami of water as that will help you visualise this clearly in your mind. Every day seemed to have something to deal with and someone who might have confronted you with issues you had to clear and accept. You might have thought the passing of the Mayan date of 21/12 would mean "it is done". Just as the old year ends a a new one begins. But for this year, this time now, it is a re-birth of your creative powers of love. Everything you create will be from the heartspace of love. No matter if it is a business, a child, a relationship. When you cease to control and just to accept the flow of life that happens from within you to extend outwards - and not the other way around, you will be triumphant! You are not affected by others or what they do to you. You are affected because you have created it to experience it and that sounds harsh for you dearest I know, but it is the truth and this is the year of faith and truth revealed.
If you sit in a room and watch the world relayed through a screen, that image be it positive or negative will be something that you have to clear from your mind and heart. Why would you wish to do that dear one? You will find now you no longer wish to do certain activities because of this very reason, they make you feel less than love and peace. If you listen to gossip that is negative against friends or people you know, do you feel a certain level of negativity as you walk away? You feel as if you have been party to something lesser than your value and worth.
Do you cease to want your say when someone is negative? That is good. If you feel you cannot join in to agree with statements that your own heart is telling you is not the truth, speak up with love and say so! Be your own best friend and advisor from your dearest most open heart.
This is a new page in the book of Akasha (soul records) and you hold the pen to write it as you would wish. Why would you then wish to keep it short and self contained! Be flamboyant, adventurous and brave! Do you really care who judges you now when you are the ultimate judge of your own actions? Of course not. I advocate humility because it is the balance of the childish heart. I do not advocate ego because it is the sound of a hollow drum that eventually leads you to be judged by others from their ego too. Do you see now? It was never about religion, it has always been about the experience of transcending the very structures that were placed around you to keep you hidden from the truth of who you are.
How wonderful that you believe in You. For I believe in you and I believe in the love you can emanate within your dear heart that when extended outwards is like a wave that will carry all hearts back to their own truth.
You give me a name and a title - and yet I have many names and many titles, just as you do dear one. I Am Mary, Stella, Isis, .....but it matters little when your heart is the truth of who you really are. We all choose to live a physical experience on earth, just as I did. I too transcended great pain and suffering but just as you, I found great love and peace when I went back to the place in my heart. You say you are just human, but what if you knew you were so much more? Would that make you feel you were better equipped to deal with this world? I think it would from your logical mind. But if you have only to have faith and trust in your heart that you are shown in each action around you what you need, be it kindness or any other, you will transcend it in the blink of an eye.
Your physical body will now feel the heat of ascension! During your sleeping hours you will start to burn off excess energy! Think of it as a spaceman in a starship that is entering the earth's atmosphere again. This analogy is very similar for humanity. It is entering a new portal that is the golden age of Aquarius - and when you woke up one morning not so long ago it was indeed a very different earth. Some of you might have felt it or sensed it or even witnessed it. The energy around you is a series of geometric shapes and spheres called the Merkabah and is not unlike a vehicle that you travel in with your physical body. This vehicle has now entered the atmosphere of the fifth dimension where you are able to burn off the intense energy that is clearing from the lower vibrations of the 3rd and 4th dimensions. The lower dimensions have fear attachments and lesser values for living a peaceful, loving life. For each fear or attachment to anger that comes up or is shown to you now, you may hold that thought for just a second and it will start to clear through your energy system. Not just for you, but for humanity. You can clear the scars of war, pain, suffering and loss just by generating the flame within you out into your energy field. Do not ask to clear karmically as you have no attachment to karma since 21/12, you are starting a new chapter in the earth's history. The flame within you is that of the Twin Flame of Aquarius and the golden age. You have spent so much time searching for the relationships that will make you whole and complete when the twin is who you are as a whole and complete being. Of course you may connect now physically to the reflection of who you are through relationships that will honour you too. You might have met your twin physically, which would have been the ultimate as a challenge and yet profound relationship. Your twin reflection if in another dimension or in spirit will always connect to you to help you grow or guide you. But the best way to see this aspect is to view the twin as your higher consciousness, your most beloved thoughts and feelings and you will honour those feelings in others when you meet them.
If you encounter a feeling that brings up pain, start to balance yourself by seeing the most beautiful golden flame in front of you, a teardrop shaped amber gold colour. Feel the heat within your heart as it ignites and starts to burn away any emotions that are lesser than you should have within you. The Merkabah field of energy is activated through this golden chord and you literally start to burn off the attachments to anything that is of the lesser energy of divine union and complete wholeness.
This is the sacred gift of the God/Goddess divine union that has taken place through ascension and you have the gift of this flame within you once again in your consciousness to be the light of the new age of Aquarius that is creating the world through love and acceptance of self. Do not underestimate the stillness around you at the moment. For each moment of stillness there is a moment of madness as someone shows their lesser self for you to burn away through the flame that is Ascension light. There are miracles happening, and some of them so small they might only seem like a fortunate occurence. You need nothing only the love in you to create everything you have ever wished for. The Ego will said "prove it"! the heart will say "I know it".
Mary - Stella Goddess Awakened Creating Love 2013.