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The Arcturians through Sue Lie

Imagine that you wake up, a bit late for your day, and rush to the bathroom to take your morning shower. You check the temperature and step into the shower. BUT this time, the shower feels as if the water is light.

You look up into the showerhead and have a vision that the shower is actually a Portal, and the Portal is raining down many warm streams of Light. You stand very still and allow the shower of light to cover your totally naked body.

When you enter the shower, you take nothing with you. All your possessions, or even the clothes that cover your body, remain outside of the shower, as you step inside the shower.

You are surprised to discover that, this morning, instead of seeing clear water streaming from the showerhead, you see streams of golden light. At first you are shocked and start to leave the shower, but the light/water feels so wonderful on your body.

Because you thought you were just entering a shower, all you needed was a nearby towel and some soap inside the shower. However, now that you have discovered that you have entered a “shower of light,” you do NOT need the towel because you are not getting wet.

Also, you do NOT need the soap because you feel the golden light cleansing you down into your core and out into the furthest expansion of your aura. You are sure you are dreaming. After all, who ever heard of a “shower of light?”

Also, if there were such a thing, it would likely be very expensive and only the very rich could afford it. But this experience is completely free and occurs in the comfort of your own home. You want to run out and tell everyone in the house about this new shower, but something stops you.

You find that you cannot leave this shower just yet. In fact, you are wondering if you could actually move your full awareness into the source of this flow of golden light. Hey, you are likely just having a dream, so why not try to enter that source of golden light.

But how? You are very big, and the showerhead, which appears to be the source of this golden light, is very small. But you are obviously having a dream, so why not make yourself small enough to enter that source.

Suddenly, the flow of golden light is flowing from a huge Golden Orb, and the water has become liquid light. You are not quite sure where your physical body is, but that does not matter, as this experience isn’t even real.

It seems that you have a great opportunity to “use your imagination” in a very powerful, constructive manner, so you “go with the flow.” Suddenly, you perceive yourself as some form of liquid light that is flowing “out of your source.” However, you really want to go back to the source.

Therefore, you experience yourself as if you are going the opposite direction of the flow, as you travel towards the source of the light. As you move against the downward flow of the golden light, you feel yourself slowly merging with golden light.

You want to flow back down with the rest of the rays of golden light, but inside you hear that you must continue your mission to find the source of this light. By now, you have so owned this process that you no longer wonder how it could be real.

If “real” means that you cannot merge with the golden rays of light, then you are fine to live within your imagination, so that you continue your journey. However, this is a journey in which your physical body remains totally still, while your higher frequency self is moving faster and faster.

In fact, it seems that the more you release your attachment to your physical body, the more you lose track of time, speed, and even your location within your shower. That is if you are still inside a shower. You feel that you are inside of something, but it seems much bigger than your shower.

Unfortunately, as you distract your attention away from the golden flow, your experience begins to dim. Instantly, you return your focus back to the source of the golden flow and release all thinking. You have already spent a long time on “thinking.”

You spent your life thinking about what you should do, what you could not do, and what you had to do before you could do what you wanted to do. NO, now you vow to focus on this amazing experience.

As you release your questions and analysis of your experience, your journey to the source of the golden light bursts forth like a rocket. Now you seem to be moving so fast, that you cannot clearly see where you are, or where you are going.

You ponder why that does not bother you. Usually, you are very good at keeping track of what you have to do, where you have to do it, when you need to finish it, and even why you have to do it.

But this is not something that you HAVE to do. This experience, or whatever it its, is something that you WANT to do. The realization that you have the full power of choice seems to push you through an invisible barrier that you do not recognize until you move through it.

As you move through this invisible barrier, you find yourself in some type of  “null zone.” You cannot register any direction, as there is no up, down or even right and left. It is a reality that is just beyond your ability to perceive.

But you want to perceive this unknown reality. You want to understand what just happened, how you got here, and most of all, where you are. Before you were patient with your experience, but now you feel like you are “somewhere else” and are impatient to find where you are.

You are trying to keep your courage, so you take some long, slow, deep breaths. “This must just be a dream,” you say, or did you think it? You are becoming increasingly confused. Wherever you are, it appears that it is not anywhere you have ever been.

Then, suddenly, you have a memory of yourself as a very young child. You were so young that you were just learning how to sit up. Your reality pretty much consisted of a few feet around your present location.

That is, except for the vision that you received from the Golden ONE. As you look back to your baby self, you are suddenly within that YOU, and your adult self is able to perceive reality the way you did as an infant.

Your adult self is in awe of the myriad golden balls of light that seem to float around your infant self. These lights are just like the lights you saw coming from the showerhead. Then, the vision of the infant changes to a vision of a toddler.

Everyone encouraged you to walk toward him or her, but what you really wanted to walk towards was the balls of golden light that surrounded you. Then, as you grew a bit older, the many balls of light seemed to combine into ONE glowing, golden ball of light. This light often talked with you.

The light showed you pictures inside its ball of light that you could enter with your imagination. And, you entered these pictures again and again. Each time you entered a picture in the golden light, you remembered, saw, and deeply experienced a different picture, which served as the entry point, like a door, to a different reality.

Somehow you knew that the person having these “experiences” was actually other versions of “the you” who you have always been. Once your brain was mature enough, you began to realize that the many golden balls continually returned to remind you that each “picture” within the light was one of the many lives you had taken as a human.

The smaller balls of light from your childhood were much like playmates, but there was ONE Golden Light that was more like a teacher. It was an unconditionally loving teacher. You spoke often to this teacher, but told no one. This teacher was special to you, and it made you feel special.

Then, you got busy with your daily life. You had to do this and that and go here and there. Once in a while the ONE Golden Light would call you, or even the many smaller golden balls of light would appear. But, you were busy. You had to be here and there and meet with that person or do that task.

You were just too busy to communicate with “imaginary balls of golden light.” Interestingly enough, it was that time that you got lonely, depressed, confused, and felt “alone in a hostile world.”

But this particular morning, for no particular reason, you stepped into the shower, like you did every morning, and for just a flash of a moment, the water feels as if it is light. In fact, as you focus on the warm flow, you see that it is golden light.

At first, you excuse that “ridiculous” thought, but as the warm water flows over your body, you begin to remember golden balls of light. You must be hallucinating, or dreaming, or something, because now the water begins to feel like a flow of Light. Furthermore, the many golden balls have become the ONE Golden Ball.

Beyond your control, you begin to cry, and before you know it you are sobbing as if you have lost your best friend…

“Oh, but you have not lost me!” speaks a far away voice that seems to be coming from a huge golden ball of light.

“Is that YOU?” you ask. “Are you the ONE I played with and spoke to as a child?”

 “Yes, I AM that ONE,” the booming voice answers from within your heart and mind.

“Where have you been!” you exclaim, trying not to sound as angry as you feel. In fact, you realize that you have a great deal of anger. “I have been abandoned!” you think as you turn off the water.

“NO,” says the voice of the ONE. “You were too busy to talk with me. But NOW you are ready.”

“Why am I ready now?” you ask, as you wonder why you are talking to yourself.

“Because NOW, you are ready to hear me,” answers the ONE Golden Ball in a calm and loving manner.

“OK,” you say in a very sarcastic voice, “Why am I ready NOW?”

“You are ready NOW because you heard me. You heard me today, and soon you will remember that you heard me when you were a young adult, an adolescent, and a child. In fact, you always heard me, but you forgot to remember.

When you forget to remember your inter-dimensional communications with your higher expressions of SELF, which “I AM,” you also forget that you can always feel the unconditional love that I constantly send you.

Without the knowledge of the unconditional love, infinite wisdom, and multidimensional power, which I ignite in your High Heart, you begin to feel alone and abandoned on a hostile planet.

“Well, I definitely did feel alone and abandoned,” you mutter to yourself, as if it wasn’t your SELF to whom you were speaking. Slowly, a feeling fills your heart and awakens the memory of whom you used to be, but forgot.

“WHY NOW,” you angrily continue.

“Because, “NOW you are ready to remember.”

“Remember what?” you say, trying to control your growing rage, or is it a growing sorrow.

“It is time NOW for you to acknowledge the inter-dimensional being that you have ALWAYS been. In fact, you came to us, that is “you” returned to the “YOU who is US,” in your “dream” last night and said,

“I am ready to BE the person that I always was, but forgot!”

“Last night, you were on the Starship on which one of your higher dimensional expressions of Self serves and said, “My Earth expression of SELF is ready to BE the person that I always was, but forgot!” Then we, your higher dimensional friends and family, surrounded you and said, “We will assist you to remember!”

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You are very quiet for a long time. “How can this be?” you ask your inner Self.

The ONE remains silent, giving you “Earth time” to wrap your Multidimensional Mind around your third dimensional brain.

Suddenly, you fall to the floor of your shower and curl up in a ball. With your forehead leaning on your pulled up knees, you begin to sob, and sob, and sob. As you cry out that which you want to forget of your life on the third dimension, you begin to remember your life in the fifth dimension and beyond.

You hear the voice of the ONE surrounding you and feel the golden light as it streams from the showerhead and caresses your body.

“We surround you with our/your true golden light of the fifth dimension and beyond.

Can you accept our gift?”

You actually take a while to answer that question because you know that, if you say “yes,” your entire life will change. It is then that you actually look at all the times that you have had these feelings as a child and as an adolescent. You even remember some times when you had these feelings as an adult.

“How could I have left my wonderful reality in the fifth dimension to live in this mundane, third dimensional world?” you ask yourself.

“Because you volunteered to come to this frequency of separation to assist Gaia’s return to the frequency of UNITY with ALL Life,” responds the ONE voice.

“That sounds like a tall order,” you mutter to yourself. “No wonder I forgot!”

“Does that mean that you can forgive yourself for forgetting?” asks the ONE Golden Light.

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Suddenly, the harsh buss of your alarm clock goes off, and you wake up.

Or, did you fall asleep again?

Do you turn off the alarm and rush off to work?

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